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🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 PD Social Thread 2022-2025 v. Year of the Phenethylamine

Took my last dose of FXE hopefully for awhile this afternoon, im gonna try and stop until i go on vacation next week. Let my tolerance drop over the next week so i can really get somewhere at the show. Im starting to stabilize since ive been back on the really low Zyprexa dose so i should be okay.

Took a decent amount of this Kava Extract an hour or so ago and im feeling pretty chill off that right now. Rainy day here, on my way to work they asked if i could come in a couple hours early and i said fine. Im always there for them, and they best appreciate it.
 
What exactly happens if a person takes acid but is on an AD or AP? Any effects at all? Wish I could meet you at the Show CC. I did entertain that. But my brother is coming up and I have to do family stuff. Someday. We'll go see Bob Weir and the Wolf brothers. Or even Phil. :) Plenty of music. I did feel bad for 5 minutes that I never saw Dead and Company. (other than youtube videos). But then again I saw the Grateful Dead and Garcia band a total of about 80 times in 15 years starting in 1980. Watched my older brother (RIP) go to Englishtown in 1977. He took me to Nassau Coliseum in 1980, we were in the 15th row.

Watching Blackbird on AppleTV. The dude goes into a prison and all prisoners were put on an AD. That really astounds me. I am hoping that was just TV, although it was a prison for mentally ill. He had no choice. These for sure are one area of drugs I will never take. Not sure I ever had an AP although in a rehab got trazodone for two nights and refused it the third. Got an ambien the third night and slept for 12 minutes. There are just some area of drugs that don't mesh with me. Antihistamines, things like trazodone and quetiapine (which I also only had twice in my life but made me feel like garbage). Thankfully cannabis can knock me out. I imagine it is a safer sleep aid than some of the other drugs.

Finally rain!! I did a rain dance last night. We so need it.
 
Dreamflyer said:
It's 1:40am in my part of the world and I'm suffering from insomnia as usual. It's just good to know that there some of you up there along with me. Please send some prayers/good vibes my way because I'm having a rough, restless night. ❤️
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Good luck getting through the next 24 🙏
 
75ug ETHLAD+15mg 4-ACO-MET took me on a beautiful walk through the hills yesterday. I pretended I was in some sort of fantasy world like Middle Earth on a quest and it so fucking fun. That ability children playing have to allow their imagination to overpower reality which we lose as we grow up- it seemed to come back. I didn't feel self concious about pretending to be a adventuring elf although I feel kinda odd writing this atm. 🤔 😃 The only downside was getting something- dirt, dust, hair, who knows- in my eye and gently freaking out about it for an hour. I couldn't see anything there but could feel it and it was really obsessing me. Anyway, I seemed to just forget about it after a while.

I'm thinking that ETHLAD is significantly more potent than LSD. 75ug was still quite powerful but with much less physicality than the 150 I took a few weeks back. The 4ACOMET added a perfect eeriness although it hit me extremely hard and I would probably dose less next time.

I think I'm correct in saying 4ACOMET is metabolised to 4-Ho-MET after ingestion?
 
Cream Gravy? said:
I work so much now. The overtime is there if I want to earn six figures a year. But… man I’m exhausted.
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it's not worth it

you're gonna burn yourself out - and when ive burned myself out in the past, i start thinking irrationally - and that's never good because you never know what i might say or do when im not thinking right - and it's all because im fed up and burnt out
 
Cream Gravy? said:
I work so much now. The overtime is there if I want to earn six figures a year. But… man I’m exhausted.
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Man, I remember my days in retail management where I would work from 8am to 11pm six days a week. The salary, commission and overtime were nice, but it really took its toll on me. I think I only weighed like 120lbs., because I didn't even take my lunch break half of the time.

I was in my early/mid 20's at the time, so I could handle it. Now that I'm in my 50's, I can't even imagine working those hours. I hope I never have to again.
 
Work/life balance is just so important. I find my librarian job just perfect on that front- it's engaging and rewarding but I don't need to take any of it home with me. I do 7 day weeks once a month which kinda sucks but that's basically the one bad thing. The rest is a breeze. That said, it's really important to challenge oneself, life isn't meant to be easy and doing hard things is almost always beneficial. For me, I'm nervous about public speaking and so I try and do as much of it as possible. It's helped me grow, although my fear of it hasn't subsided through exposure. But at least I'm not being weak and trying to hide myself, God knows I've done enough of that
 
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I would be honored to reincarnate as a monobloc (just found out what it's called).

One of the greatest chairs, cheap, kinda comfortable and they're literally everywhere. Yet nobody ever thinks anything of it.
 
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