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well [this is very difficult in english], he has this thing with "perinatal matrices" ( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pre-_and_perinatal_psychology ). he thinks that the experience of being born is a/the central aspect of psychopathologies as well as (psychedelic) visions.

to make my point I have to reach out:
I'm quite interested in cultural psychology - interactions between culture and individual. fueled by language.

try to see it as an oriental carpet:
"the carpet" is the element you recognize; from a distance it's a motif, a picture. this is "culture".

if you look closer you see that there is a pattern, organized in a strictly organized grid. this is "language". and I do not mean a specific language but the very concept of categorizing and separating reality, to alienate (verfremden) "actual life" (those categories define states - but actual life is a process, not a state), creating dualisms that are more of an (EXTREMELY beneficial) evolutionary artifact than a feature of reality.

and the deepest structure of what we're looking at is the thread. this is consciousness. or ego. still need to elaborate this. :) or go deeper. :)

what's really nice about that idea is the fact that in the history of civilization you can find examples like that:
2nqbi9l.jpg

what has happened here is that the (19th century moroccan) tapestry maker got a motif (by a french businessman looking for easy money with "original handmade morrocan carpets") on plotting paper but did not recognize the difference between the motif an the underlying grid (in black). get it?

the idea might be an opportunity to deconstruct language as a whole...radical as shit but it might be possible - with a lot of work - to make it academically bulletproof. probably needs some empirical neuroshit though. plz don't steal the idea, I might blow it up into a thesis... ;)


back on grof (I didn't explain him all of this^ btw): from my perspective his approach is way too individual. at first it can be falsified by humans delivered by caesarean section. not every child delivered by any other than the natural way is deeply disturbed and so on....the theory is just not consistent. (I was premature and cut out and I can promise you that I had many of the visions grof describes - also some of the pathologies.. ;))
my idea of psychopathology and (some) psychedelic visions is more that of a realization of "the thread", "the grid" and "the motif" - and the inconsistencies between those entities.
this approach is not so much individual but (also) universal.
especially if you take into account the fact that in many cultures there has been the idea of a "golden age" or "eden" - somehow "before things were as they are now". [<-phylogenesis/culture]
and this idea is very similar to ontogenetic/individual concepts - e.g. of paradise. or oceanic feelings.

both - culture and individual - develop(ed) over time form a mystical/numinous state to a state where "something is obviously wrong" (the dualistic state). and the concept of language might be the connector.


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"dark night
early dawn"

is a nice mantra btw
 
re: Eden and Language

according to the Book of Genesis, God assigned Adam the task of naming all of the animals in The Garden of Eden. this happened before "the fall"/"original sin".

not sure what that means, but at least in that belief structure language itself was not the cause of lost paradise.

language is definitely some weird stuff though. on one particularly strong 2C-E + DXM trip i convinced myself that language's existence was proof that God exists. looking back, though, i'm not quite sure how i made that connection. the feeling is still strong in my memory, though.
 
P.S. It's nice to see you around again, Help?!?!.
Haha, thank you good sir! I used to post in the social a bit but could never seem to bust into the family of sorts. Funny to see such a random comment get noticed.....not to say anyone of my comments are anything but or go unnoticed......ha! I always want to comment but figure its best not too......8o;)

I'm getting some MXE for the first time in a while. Looking forward to it as I haven't had any for sometime(early Jan. and before that sometime in Sept.). A bit out of sorts as I usually get 5-10 gram stashes around to use as I see fit, usually works the best. I can't wait to combine it with a psychedelic. It will probably turn out to be 2c-e one my of favorites. I know for sure too, that my first dose will be somewhere between 175-225mgs IM'd with my last 25 gauge tip. The highest i've gone previously was 150mgs maybe so it should be some ride. Won't be able to get any tips for a minute but I was looking forward to getting some oral dosing in with plugged doses to help get me where I want.

Anyways hope all you guys are well and that! I've enjoyed coming back to PD and catching up with the social which I hadn't read in a few years, probably some of the best psychedelic/regular discussion going on! <3

P.S. Totally jealous JE, meeting Stan Grof would be amazing! Especially meeting a professional neighbor there and bonding over his work, life is so odd in its entirety but even more so sometimes in how it brings people together....eh?
 
your tolerance might have gone down after that long break, you sure jumping in with 200mg isn't gonna be too much?
To much is exactly what i'm looking for...as always!;) I've dosed up to 250mgs orally before and whilst i'm sure the BA between each is different, doubt its anything like ketamine. I'm sure it will have gone down a bit as it did between Sept/Jan.
 
well [this is very difficult in english], he has this thing with "perinatal matrices" ( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pre-_and_perinatal_psychology ). he thinks that the experience of being born is a/the central aspect of psychopathologies as well as (psychedelic) visions.

to make my point I have to reach out:
I'm quite interested in cultural psychology - interactions between culture and individual. fueled by language.

try to see it as an oriental carpet:
"the carpet" is the element you recognize; from a distance it's a motif, a picture. this is "culture".

if you look closer you see that there is a pattern, organized in a strictly organized grid. this is "language". and I do not mean a specific language but the very concept of categorizing and separating reality, to alienate (verfremden) "actual life" (those categories define states - but actual life is a process, not a state), creating dualisms that are more of an (EXTREMELY beneficial) evolutionary artifact than a feature of reality.

and the deepest structure of what we're looking at is the thread. this is consciousness. or ego. still need to elaborate this. :) or go deeper. :)

what's really nice about that idea is the fact that in the history of civilization you can find examples like that:
2nqbi9l.jpg

what has happened here is that the (19th century moroccan) tapestry maker got a motif (by a french businessman looking for easy money with "original handmade morrocan carpets") on plotting paper but did not recognize the difference between the motif an the underlying grid (in black). get it?

the idea might be an opportunity to deconstruct language as a whole...radical as shit but it might be possible - with a lot of work - to make it academically bulletproof. probably needs some empirical neuroshit though. plz don't steal the idea, I might blow it up into a thesis... ;)


back on grof (I didn't explain him all of this^ btw): from my perspective his approach is way too individual. at first it can be falsified by humans delivered by caesarean section. not every child delivered by any other than the natural way is deeply disturbed and so on....the theory is just not consistent. (I was premature and cut out and I can promise you that I had many of the visions grof describes - also some of the pathologies.. ;))
my idea of psychopathology and (some) psychedelic visions is more that of a realization of "the thread", "the grid" and "the motif" - and the inconsistencies between those entities.
this approach is not so much individual but (also) universal.
especially if you take into account the fact that in many cultures there has been the idea of a "golden age" or "eden" - somehow "before things were as they are now". [<-phylogenesis/culture]
and this idea is very similar to ontogenetic/individual concepts - e.g. of paradise. or oceanic feelings.

both - culture and individual - develop(ed) over time form a mystical/numinous state to a state where "something is obviously wrong" (the dualistic state). and the concept of language might be the connector.


-

"dark night
early dawn"

is a nice mantra btw

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I wanted to tell you that I you conveyed your concept in a novel way, and you reached me.

Thanks!!

I want to hug you. That's pretty awesome. I've been hit with some pretty cool stuff today. JesusGreen inspired me earlier, too, in a private conversation.

Any chance you are familiar with a musician/composer named Vangelis? Somehow I think he musically conveys your idea.

re: Eden and Language

according to the Book of Genesis, God assigned Adam the task of naming all of the animals in The Garden of Eden. this happened before "the fall"/"original sin".

not sure what that means, but at least in that belief structure language itself was not the cause of lost paradise.

language is definitely some weird stuff though. on one particularly strong 2C-E + DXM trip i convinced myself that language's existence was proof that God exists. looking back, though, i'm not quite sure how i made that connection. the feeling is still strong in my memory, though.

Reminds me of Ludwig Wittgenstein, when he wrote "The limits of my language mean the limits of my world." - Tractatus Logico-Philosophicus. At least my mind bends far enough to make such a connection. I have always been fascinated with logical positivism, and if it wasn't for studying it, and the finite specificity with which it defines experiential interpretation, I would not have a basis with which to relate my less apparent/reasonable knowledge. (In other words, I took it as far as it could go, and moved on.)
 
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thanks! :) [yes: bluelight needs an autosave-function!!]

and yes: wittgenstein is in my mind too (has been for years, not because I like positivism or because wittgenstein was such a lovable character - he was not - but because he's extremely radical and very pragmatic in his thinking). my approach is metaphysical and postmodern - which is the opposite of wittgenstein's perspective. it's interesting that the conclusions might be very similar.
btw: I'm a psychologist and trying to write a thesis that is not based on quantitative empirical testing of hypothesis, but is mainly or completely theoretical is a goddamn challenge and the rockiest road imaginable...love it. =D [actually I'd love to disavow academic psychology like wittgenstein tried to disavow philosophy.]
at least I finally found a professor I respect. in fact he's a real teacher. he's like the light at the end of the tunnel that is academic psychology...

if it doesn't work out there's also a (empirical) plan B and it is about psychoactives. hehe. finally find some fun in science.
 
help?!?! said:
never seem to bust into the family of sorts

Do we really seem that cliquey? Man, it's the more the merrier as far as I'm concerned in the social.

MXE...175-225mgs IM'd

That's a crazy high dose. Just remember that even with NMDA antagonist tolerance the serotonergic/whatever other actions MXE exhibits can induce toxicity of their own.
 
Do we really seem that cliquey? Man, it's the more the merrier as far as I'm concerned in the social.



That's a crazy high dose. Just remember that even with NMDA antagonist tolerance the serotonergic/whatever other actions MXE exhibits can induce toxicity of their own.
Who knows, probably truer that my insane posts just went unnoticed or unanswered, ha! I also know I never posted in the actual social to often either. Don't worry its been all thought out before. Like I said, i've IM'd around 150mgs before(might not have said that) and eaten orally doses of 250mgs in one go not including redoses and not mentioning combo'ing with psyches, people who have seen my posts know I do these things from time to time. Few drugs don't exhibit some sort of toxicity really either...eh? ;)
 
Been pretty dysphoric lately, so I got me a 19.2 mile walk done today (7.8 miles to a free cup of joe, 7.8 back, and a 3.6 mile detour before hand). It was also raining part of the time. 6 or 7 miles in I stopped feeling bad and was just in the zone/zoned out. But then people give me trouble as soon as I get home. *Le sigh*
 
aint nobody gonna cash in on my ideas but me psoodonym!!!

animation software is in my near future %)

I took like 11 grams of nutmeg and 4 grams of black pepper after a lot of dark chocolate, then I took a knife hit of each and felt pretty damn high. I kinda wanna take a hit of dmt. I love life. I heard some voices that were saying my name and my eyes felt different but nothing beyond that.

this new song by hucci is pretty much a new genre of music. I'd call it "deep trap" myself. It's beautiful.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VISxVfvNdWI

I dig it <3
 
I think i'm about to do 150mg ketamine, I can't find anything on the interweb about contraindictions so I have made myself a nice playlist and plan to drift into dreamspace the abso-fucking-lutely crazy way =D
 
Dudes,
Im tired as fuck.
but i heard a good news. apparently Boards of Canada have a new album about to be released. i mean, its only been what 7 years since anything new? wohoo!
 
^and having only heard of their music a few years ago I'm excited. Theres a lot of stuff to be excited about in the music world. Daft Punk? Panda bear will be featured on a track =D he is the first performance that I candy flipped for. Surely this summer is going to be full of awesome festivals. Feeling lucky to be alive much? 8)

the 150mg of k last night was just enough to remind me a lot of what my last hole was like, especially because I listened to songs I was listening to during the peak of my last 250mg k-hole. Obviously it was enough to produce quite an afterglow. I was going in and out of what I would call a k-hole for about 25 minutes then went to bed probably about 30 minutes later, and missed the thing I was scheduled to do in the morning.

lesson learned: don't do k(or probably any dissociative) when you have to wake up for something the next day because I simply can't do it successfully. It's a shame it took this many times to learn this lesson too :|

back to finals week: the most strung out study/work sessions of your life.

peaceee
 
ya, fuck, god I would need a crapload of some pretty good drugs to actually "get" that...its weirder[video=youtube_share;RJvRk9LZI2Y]http://youtu.be/RJvRk9LZI2Y[/video] than the birthday party
 
is it childish that I have a court date on the 23rd and the thing i'm most worried about is whether or not i'll still be able to take this amazing girl I just met to her prom on the 1st?
 
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