THE_REAL_OBLIVION
Bluelight Crew
I read about all of the posts about PCP in this forum(whole bluelight) and most of them do not deal with what is the real thing about dissociatives : introspection. Bizzarely, ketamine and dxm trip reports i have read seem to have much more meaning and are expressed in a thoughtful way, unlike some of the inane pcp reports i have read here. So there...
I smoked and snorted PCP 25mg in total around 8 PM some evening.
I then smoked a joint of powerful weed at around midnight while listening to Bad Religion's newest album.
I have done lsd 200 times+, nothing ever came close to this experience, nothing, never ever did I get this close to understanding the universe (as in, i could analyze a whole tv show (king of the hill) in one thought, i have seen many episodes, and i had this sentence inside my brain telling me the essence of it but i could not rememeber how to put it into words out loud because of the extreme shifts of thoughts I was experiencing (the tv was on the whole time so everything I saw brought deep insights, no matter how insignficant it all may seem).
I went into more meaningful things about my life several times in a few seconds, my family, friends, bad health in like 10 secs, and i felt like i had the grasp over all of it, not really felt, i literaly heard my mind comment about it but, fucking shit, it's been like this all my life...i cannot seem to be able to walk the bridge of my highly intelligent subconcious to my concious self, so no, I had already forgot about it all, because severe dysphoria and shifts in trains of thoughts occured so quickly.
PCP is THE real crazy train.
P.S. My physical health couldn't endure this anymore so after some time i popped 2mg rivotril(clonazepam), the night wasnt over but it kept me from running outside and crying my rage against this world, or going to tell everyone i really love what i feel. maybe i should have. I don't know, all I know is that PCP when done properly (none of that wet shit from the US) is incredibly useful as an introspective agent.
I smoked and snorted PCP 25mg in total around 8 PM some evening.
I then smoked a joint of powerful weed at around midnight while listening to Bad Religion's newest album.
I have done lsd 200 times+, nothing ever came close to this experience, nothing, never ever did I get this close to understanding the universe (as in, i could analyze a whole tv show (king of the hill) in one thought, i have seen many episodes, and i had this sentence inside my brain telling me the essence of it but i could not rememeber how to put it into words out loud because of the extreme shifts of thoughts I was experiencing (the tv was on the whole time so everything I saw brought deep insights, no matter how insignficant it all may seem).
I went into more meaningful things about my life several times in a few seconds, my family, friends, bad health in like 10 secs, and i felt like i had the grasp over all of it, not really felt, i literaly heard my mind comment about it but, fucking shit, it's been like this all my life...i cannot seem to be able to walk the bridge of my highly intelligent subconcious to my concious self, so no, I had already forgot about it all, because severe dysphoria and shifts in trains of thoughts occured so quickly.
PCP is THE real crazy train.
P.S. My physical health couldn't endure this anymore so after some time i popped 2mg rivotril(clonazepam), the night wasnt over but it kept me from running outside and crying my rage against this world, or going to tell everyone i really love what i feel. maybe i should have. I don't know, all I know is that PCP when done properly (none of that wet shit from the US) is incredibly useful as an introspective agent.
