GirlInterrupted
Bluelighter
I've been off heroin for a month.
Tapered with Suboxone to help me get clean.
Today I'm out of suboxone. No one is gunna hold my hand anymore.
I am officially on my own.
Everyone say's the "Normal" drug free life is beautiful.
But me?
I still hate my life. Now that I'm sober I remember why I rather used. Depression is gunna be the death of me. I swear the sun come up everyday only to humiliate me. Why must I have to suffer through this all. I just want to close my eyes and sleep forever, not having to worry about a damn thing. Pain, sadness, worthlessness.
I'm just apathetic.
My life is not bad at all.
I don't want to be apart of god's experiment.
A world so big, and yet I feel trapt.
Tapered with Suboxone to help me get clean.
Today I'm out of suboxone. No one is gunna hold my hand anymore.
I am officially on my own.
Everyone say's the "Normal" drug free life is beautiful.
But me?
I still hate my life. Now that I'm sober I remember why I rather used. Depression is gunna be the death of me. I swear the sun come up everyday only to humiliate me. Why must I have to suffer through this all. I just want to close my eyes and sleep forever, not having to worry about a damn thing. Pain, sadness, worthlessness.
I'm just apathetic.
My life is not bad at all.
I don't want to be apart of god's experiment.
A world so big, and yet I feel trapt.