psynce of sound
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Hi i have a query for advice in regards to my partner and his drug use/comedowns.
A bit of background, partner is 52 and used all the classics throughout his life. Also has been on opiods for 25 years (pethidine and oxycodone). I'm 30 and also use drugs, my use has been more extensive. I've used so many different types of drugs.
I have/had issues with drugs that I'm working on currently.
Now my issue, when we take drugs together it ends one of two ways. Either my partner can't control his use and ends up with bad sleep dep and pretty mentally "malfunctioning" or can't cope with the comedown. Usually resulting in aggression, nasty and appalling behavior/treatment towards myself.
It rarely matters about doc as end results are the same.
Overall there's little I can do to stop their use despite my efforts, also I can't go on with this cycle. I'm trying to change my life in many ways and this keeps resetting my efforts. I feel my options are very limited for various reasons. Hence my decision to request input/advice from peers.
Any advice is most welcome, especially from those whom are in/have been in a similar position.
Regards
Psynce Of Sound
A bit of background, partner is 52 and used all the classics throughout his life. Also has been on opiods for 25 years (pethidine and oxycodone). I'm 30 and also use drugs, my use has been more extensive. I've used so many different types of drugs.
I have/had issues with drugs that I'm working on currently.
Now my issue, when we take drugs together it ends one of two ways. Either my partner can't control his use and ends up with bad sleep dep and pretty mentally "malfunctioning" or can't cope with the comedown. Usually resulting in aggression, nasty and appalling behavior/treatment towards myself.
It rarely matters about doc as end results are the same.
Overall there's little I can do to stop their use despite my efforts, also I can't go on with this cycle. I'm trying to change my life in many ways and this keeps resetting my efforts. I feel my options are very limited for various reasons. Hence my decision to request input/advice from peers.
Any advice is most welcome, especially from those whom are in/have been in a similar position.
Regards
Psynce Of Sound