hello everyone!
first of all plz apologize for my english which sucks but im not a native speaker...this will be my first post as im new here...im a 27 years old male, living in china since long time ago (im a foreigner),in my youger years i didnt have any experiences with drugs, until one year ago or so..but im a heavy drinker since 17...a real pisshead, i dont mean im pissed every day, just once or twice per week but when i do there is no way to explain how much i drink and how much mess i do...i do know a have problem with drinking but i wont talk about this now.....ok lets start..the only 2 kinds of illegal drugs ive tried till now are smoking hash, and dropping E..lest start with E..chinese E is quite powerful,my friends confermed that, and they have taken a looot of drugs in past, including E, hash, K, cocaine, speed, shrooms, LSD, salvia, pure MDMA and so on....i dropped E about 6 or 7 times till now, never more than one pill per time, and i did love it..well i was also drinkin before...i do enjoy E, but i take it seldom. and i tried to smoke hash about 10 times, the first 2,3 times it was ok, laughing like an idiot, feeling happy and slow and stupid, and felt dissociation, it means for the first time i saw myself from anothers person s visual.dont tell me chinese hash sux or is fake or crap like that.a lot of my friends, chinese n foreigners smoke the same pot and they have fun...but for me, no...i dont smoke it anymore, cause i found out that no matter how much i smoke, even a little bit, it always kicks in the same way, a strong hit in my brain, confusion, followed by i horrible hell devil coooolddd feeling inside me, panic attack, and paranoia,,,and all the time controlling myself preventing to have other panic attact,,,feeling of fear, paranaio fear of hurting myself or jumping from the balcony....i need to admit, i do have a slight anxiety problem and a lil bit of paranoia sometimes, but im basically healthy, positive, i like myself and friends lik me...who doesnt suffer of some little anxity sometimes...and the most important thing is that u recognise it to urself...i do know that my anxiety is just very slight and always easy to control......okok...so i discovered pot, fortunatelly or unfortunately, is not stuff for me and wont do it again, coz i just dont enjoy it at all........well here we are...i read a looooooottttt about drugs, and i am basically interested in one kind only...psychedelics...plz dont make me a lesson about LSD..thanks...i know everthing whats to know about it..i even read the book from albert hofmann..the only problem is that i havent try it yet..i know its effects are very subjective, and unpredictable...but im extremely attracted by hallucinogens, exp the small powrful blotter...im sure im gonna try it one day, but not now, and not cause i cant find it. i have respect for drugs and huge respect for hallucinogens, theyre not stuff for spoiled and bored kids...i think hallucinogens should be taken by adult responsible ppl..im and adult, but i still need to work on my maturity..thats y i didnt take it yet...i think of LSD as an important life experience, so i wanna do it properly, at the right moment of my life.........so what im askin u is, what do u think of my situation>?many ppl on various blogs repeat n repeat..if u trip hard on pot stay away from acid...but of course i dont believe that crap...although i know acid is faaar more powerful than pot, i also know teh chemicals are different and work on different parts of the brain in different ways...id like to have some opinions from grown up ppl who had quite a few experiences with pot and acid...thanks very much...gretings from china
guilao
first of all plz apologize for my english which sucks but im not a native speaker...this will be my first post as im new here...im a 27 years old male, living in china since long time ago (im a foreigner),in my youger years i didnt have any experiences with drugs, until one year ago or so..but im a heavy drinker since 17...a real pisshead, i dont mean im pissed every day, just once or twice per week but when i do there is no way to explain how much i drink and how much mess i do...i do know a have problem with drinking but i wont talk about this now.....ok lets start..the only 2 kinds of illegal drugs ive tried till now are smoking hash, and dropping E..lest start with E..chinese E is quite powerful,my friends confermed that, and they have taken a looot of drugs in past, including E, hash, K, cocaine, speed, shrooms, LSD, salvia, pure MDMA and so on....i dropped E about 6 or 7 times till now, never more than one pill per time, and i did love it..well i was also drinkin before...i do enjoy E, but i take it seldom. and i tried to smoke hash about 10 times, the first 2,3 times it was ok, laughing like an idiot, feeling happy and slow and stupid, and felt dissociation, it means for the first time i saw myself from anothers person s visual.dont tell me chinese hash sux or is fake or crap like that.a lot of my friends, chinese n foreigners smoke the same pot and they have fun...but for me, no...i dont smoke it anymore, cause i found out that no matter how much i smoke, even a little bit, it always kicks in the same way, a strong hit in my brain, confusion, followed by i horrible hell devil coooolddd feeling inside me, panic attack, and paranoia,,,and all the time controlling myself preventing to have other panic attact,,,feeling of fear, paranaio fear of hurting myself or jumping from the balcony....i need to admit, i do have a slight anxiety problem and a lil bit of paranoia sometimes, but im basically healthy, positive, i like myself and friends lik me...who doesnt suffer of some little anxity sometimes...and the most important thing is that u recognise it to urself...i do know that my anxiety is just very slight and always easy to control......okok...so i discovered pot, fortunatelly or unfortunately, is not stuff for me and wont do it again, coz i just dont enjoy it at all........well here we are...i read a looooooottttt about drugs, and i am basically interested in one kind only...psychedelics...plz dont make me a lesson about LSD..thanks...i know everthing whats to know about it..i even read the book from albert hofmann..the only problem is that i havent try it yet..i know its effects are very subjective, and unpredictable...but im extremely attracted by hallucinogens, exp the small powrful blotter...im sure im gonna try it one day, but not now, and not cause i cant find it. i have respect for drugs and huge respect for hallucinogens, theyre not stuff for spoiled and bored kids...i think hallucinogens should be taken by adult responsible ppl..im and adult, but i still need to work on my maturity..thats y i didnt take it yet...i think of LSD as an important life experience, so i wanna do it properly, at the right moment of my life.........so what im askin u is, what do u think of my situation>?many ppl on various blogs repeat n repeat..if u trip hard on pot stay away from acid...but of course i dont believe that crap...although i know acid is faaar more powerful than pot, i also know teh chemicals are different and work on different parts of the brain in different ways...id like to have some opinions from grown up ppl who had quite a few experiences with pot and acid...thanks very much...gretings from china
guilao
