Cocaine is the scariest drug I have ever used by far. I don't know HOW it has a better reputation than heroin. It is SO MUCH more dangerous in my opinion.
I've tried hella Rc's, stims, psychs etc and I can say cocain has the worse side effects of them all, maybe pure coke is different or less side effects but my coke comedowns where like 5x worse then mephedrone binges physically and mentally, without benzos I probably would have been hiding under my bed for 10 hours last night.
My coke impulse to use is not to get higher, or that I actually want/need it, it's just after the 3rd or 4th line I start to get a bit of a headache and very hot and paranoid and I NEED to take more just to feel normal which is crazy.
It's my first time with coke and tbh I much prefer 4-FA for price, duration and effects, 4-FA is my favorite of all drugs if you judge them on all points like price, availability, purity, duration, euphoria, side effects, My 2.5 grams of coke is gone now (or will be in about 1.5 hours after another 2 big fat 100mg lines, 2.5 lasted me 3 nights of decent high), don't think I will buy anymore ever unless I can get some really pure stuff off of the deepweb at a reasonable price or maybe a gram or two of local stuff next month for my birthday just to share with a few friends.
Right now I just got home, was at a very nice hard techno club standing next to the sub 1 ft away for 1.5 hours so my ears are half deaf and ringing, for some reason only like 5% of people in there where coked/rolling/stimmed which I found very odd (but in my country this is normal due to price and quality of drugs being CRAZY) and I got a few dirty looks accompanied by some major paranoia that I was going to get bottled by a gang (happened at that club 3 weeks ago) haha, only problem is no toilet cubicles there so I had to leave and go to a bar to do more! another bad thing with coke! sniffing every 30 minutes is actually a pain in the damn ass and when you're in a club with no place to sniff u cant stay for longer then 45 minutes!
I even tried loading the coke into my "snuff bullet" which I normally use for ket/mxe/mephedrone but its too clumpy and gets jammed up and about 5mg comes out
So yeah, off to take a cool shower hit a couple benzos and my last 2 big lines and then sit in my bedroom for 2 hours thinking people are coming for me! thug life.
edit: just realized I wrote half a fucking book in this post haha, coke is probably great for writers since i'm able to focus and think clearly on the task at hand where as with 4-fa or meph I need to just like talk to ppl and go out.