I've cried a headache in the middle of my forehead. I've cry my nose blocked and my throat sore too. It takes me a while sometimes to process these emotions, a good cry has been a long time coming. Its just so many things right now, x marks the spot but the the map is filled to each corner with x's.
The last year has been one of a lot of personal growth, and i suspect there is more to come. With growth comes realisation, and sometimes I just need to let the hurt run.
More than this I realise the few things that must seem so trivial to the outside, things that must be part of me, things I cannot help but determine my self worth by.
I know what I should be doing, and I'm not doing it, and its eating me up from the inside. I still have so much more to give. I just hope it's not too late.
The last year has been one of a lot of personal growth, and i suspect there is more to come. With growth comes realisation, and sometimes I just need to let the hurt run.
More than this I realise the few things that must seem so trivial to the outside, things that must be part of me, things I cannot help but determine my self worth by.
I know what I should be doing, and I'm not doing it, and its eating me up from the inside. I still have so much more to give. I just hope it's not too late.