RE: several people's experiences with their docs here. The ignorance of so many medical professionals about the intricacies of things like pain management, benzodiazepine addiction, Suboxone, you name it, as it intersects with recreational drug use, is astounding. It's like anything tainted with the mention of getting high suddenly turns black and white, where most of the uses, both medical and recreational, are replete with many shades of gray. It's a rare but excellent clinician who recognizes and responds to this. I'm lucky that living in a major urban center I have my choice of providers, or the black market should I ever have to resort to it, but for people with less resources it is a shame. I've often fantasized, some day, about being able to teach a class on the pharmacology of recreational and related drugs to first year med/pharm/nursing/etc students. I have the credentials but probably on marginally so, but I think I could make a good impression and give some good classes. I've sometimes toyed with the idea of starting to write a textbook. To address this very sort of ignorance. Maybe someday in the future this will be part of a mandated curicculum about not fucking over people with pain issues or addiction issues. We can only hope.