heathpledger
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Hi folks, have always found your guys stories useful, and I’m hoping you’ll be able to help me with mine, because I’m not sure WTF just happened… but I sure don’t ever want it happen again.
I’m a definite newbie to heroin. Before this episode I had only ever purchased and done a 0.25g bag of what’s called Pakistan cream.
Meantime my true love seems to be oxy = I first managed to get my hands on it through a parents script (they they weren’t using of course). And then wll let’s just say I’ve continued to acquire it through other means.
Btw I’ma big dude, over 100kg / 220 pounds.
So last week I| got about 5 80mg longtec, 5 40mg another oxy and .5 grams of this heroin. I was toodling along with no clear plan and then comes saturday when I realise most of the oxy is gone/ I’d been out and about seeing people and running errands and then that eveining, I decided I was going to finish the heroin and see what that would – this was a mistake. I did what was left in the bag – about 0.3g in one night. “Thought” things were fine when I turned in.
Things were not fine when I woke up next morning – completely unable to focus, concentrate, small tasks have been hugely difficult like figuring out the tv remotes ffs – Today is Tuesday PM and things are only now starting to get better. And that’s possibly because I panic bought .25g more heroin. Which I’ve had about 3 bumps of through the day of about 25mg each.
So back to Sunday I was really fucked up and there was something I had to do for my family and I mean, just driving was not an option. I used my last 80mg longtec, crushed and snorted , but that didn’t do much and I had to bail, about which I feel incredibly guilty but hey.
Then came Monday and waking up to the worst constipation I have experienced in my life – I honestly will never find anything about it funny again, meanwhile I’m supposed to be going to work, so between episodes on the toilet I manage to get off work sick, and so I’m wrestling with this constipation for like 3 or 4 hours, using 3 or 4 jellies which were the only thing I have, until eventually after much stress I managed to shift what was like the size of an iceberg. Following that the rest of Monday was me getting weird spasms every 5-10 seconds or so, especially when trying to concentrate on something. I had a complete lack of balance and coordination. Walking around bumping into things, man it was a scene and I’ve never felt anything like it before. Don’t want to again.
So then Tuesday (today) – a little bit better, and then the panic bought H rocked up. I’m hoping tomorrow I will be with-it it enough to go back to work, but it’s the kind of place that has a TON of questions when you’re off sick. But fuck that I’m just upset about letting people down but honestly I was not safe to drive or walk down the street really, although I have had to because of the dog,
But honestly I just want to know what the fuck happened – too much too soon (Of one or both), of just too much oxy, or too much heroine for a beginner, or maybe it was fentanyl-laced. I’m still pretty shaky now but wanted to reach out to you guys asap. Other symptoms throughout the last few days were trouble sleeping, despair, either too hot or too cold, sounds like withdrawal but what do i know. Was and is some scary shit – and maybe my story might help someone else NOT to do it the way that I did. Stay safe.
Ps I suppose I should mention that while I do have some family, I definitely don't have anyone to talk to about anything at all really, especially since my shrink kind had to let me go due to money issues, and certainly not anything like this. I don't know it is or isn't relevant.
I’m a definite newbie to heroin. Before this episode I had only ever purchased and done a 0.25g bag of what’s called Pakistan cream.
Meantime my true love seems to be oxy = I first managed to get my hands on it through a parents script (they they weren’t using of course). And then wll let’s just say I’ve continued to acquire it through other means.
Btw I’ma big dude, over 100kg / 220 pounds.
So last week I| got about 5 80mg longtec, 5 40mg another oxy and .5 grams of this heroin. I was toodling along with no clear plan and then comes saturday when I realise most of the oxy is gone/ I’d been out and about seeing people and running errands and then that eveining, I decided I was going to finish the heroin and see what that would – this was a mistake. I did what was left in the bag – about 0.3g in one night. “Thought” things were fine when I turned in.
Things were not fine when I woke up next morning – completely unable to focus, concentrate, small tasks have been hugely difficult like figuring out the tv remotes ffs – Today is Tuesday PM and things are only now starting to get better. And that’s possibly because I panic bought .25g more heroin. Which I’ve had about 3 bumps of through the day of about 25mg each.
So back to Sunday I was really fucked up and there was something I had to do for my family and I mean, just driving was not an option. I used my last 80mg longtec, crushed and snorted , but that didn’t do much and I had to bail, about which I feel incredibly guilty but hey.
Then came Monday and waking up to the worst constipation I have experienced in my life – I honestly will never find anything about it funny again, meanwhile I’m supposed to be going to work, so between episodes on the toilet I manage to get off work sick, and so I’m wrestling with this constipation for like 3 or 4 hours, using 3 or 4 jellies which were the only thing I have, until eventually after much stress I managed to shift what was like the size of an iceberg. Following that the rest of Monday was me getting weird spasms every 5-10 seconds or so, especially when trying to concentrate on something. I had a complete lack of balance and coordination. Walking around bumping into things, man it was a scene and I’ve never felt anything like it before. Don’t want to again.
So then Tuesday (today) – a little bit better, and then the panic bought H rocked up. I’m hoping tomorrow I will be with-it it enough to go back to work, but it’s the kind of place that has a TON of questions when you’re off sick. But fuck that I’m just upset about letting people down but honestly I was not safe to drive or walk down the street really, although I have had to because of the dog,
But honestly I just want to know what the fuck happened – too much too soon (Of one or both), of just too much oxy, or too much heroine for a beginner, or maybe it was fentanyl-laced. I’m still pretty shaky now but wanted to reach out to you guys asap. Other symptoms throughout the last few days were trouble sleeping, despair, either too hot or too cold, sounds like withdrawal but what do i know. Was and is some scary shit – and maybe my story might help someone else NOT to do it the way that I did. Stay safe.
Ps I suppose I should mention that while I do have some family, I definitely don't have anyone to talk to about anything at all really, especially since my shrink kind had to let me go due to money issues, and certainly not anything like this. I don't know it is or isn't relevant.
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