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E-gasm

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I've been affected with social anxiety all of my life. Everytime I go hangout with friends, go to parties, or even talk to a stranger it gets all awkward for me. I'm always anxious of what people would think of me or getting picked at. People tell me to just relax and take it easy but it's not that easy! I'm in high school too, which is an important social time of your life you should enjoy.. Also I don't have low self esteem for my apperance, I always have girls thinking i'm good looking but it makes me sad that I can't talk to them.. except on E of course.

I started rolling throughout last year till now because all my anxieties disappear when i'm rolling. I'm like a whole different person when i'm rolling, I have no fear of talking to people. That's the main reason why I love the drug, not for the feeling, but for having the feeling of no anxiety for once in my life. I don't do it all the time, but when I do do it, it's like extremely a treat for me to feel outgoing.

What I want to do is become my true self, the person I am when i'm rolling but while i'm sober. I know it'll take work, but I need advice on how to overcome my social phobia and to just live life. I figured this is the perfect place to ask for help since no person who has never tried E wouldn't understand exactly how I feel. And no SSRI or Xanax bs, I want to be all natural outgoing.

So any advice on how I can rewire my mind to be the happy, social and fun to be with guy that I am on E would be appreciated!
 
I feel for you E-Gasm. I suffer from social anxiety about the same as you, for different reasons then you, i suffer from a slight to moderate studder. While im engaged in a conversation sometimes i cant get my words out from my head and it drives me nuts because i have very positive insight.

Anyway what seems to help my social anxiety is Vitamin B. My brain is working at the top performance and i feel awsome. Sometimes i mix a Super B complex with an energy drink and a bananna and i feel like a human should feel. Zero anxiety.

Also for anxiety i take 5-HTP. Its a serotonin supplement, it contains valerian root, which is a natural valium. Maby even try some L-tyrosine. L-Tyrosine is a dopamine supplement. Slightly stimulating but helps with social anxiety.

And with that said, even tho you feel like superstar when you are rolling, when you come down off the roll your brain is depleted from all its vitamins and minerals that it is needed for proper function. I struggled with social anxiety like i said before and used to use MDMA at every social event. When i was not rolling i was a Anti-social anxiety freak. Try and just get comfortable with your self with out the drugs. Meditation and forcing your self into social situations where it does not matter what they think of you. Example at the grocery store start a conversation with the checker or another employe. Its does not matter what you say to them and it does not matter what they think. Give your self time to heal, and try to cut down the MDMA use as it is terrible for your social anxiety. TRUST ME!
 
Thanks man. Is Vitamin B and all of that stuff listed things I can get from a vitamin store or walmart? And it's all natural right? Like no side effects or any of that.
 
The L-tyrosine and the 5-htp might only be able to equip at the local health store. Personally i have not had any negative side effects from either supplement. Make sure you eat something before you take the vitamin b, as it turns your food into energy, and if there is no food to be turned into energy it has a bad side to it.

If you need any advise on the quality of your health PM me. Ive been focusing on my health in between uses of psychedelics/MDMA. Theres alot to know on the quality of your brain and body.
 
E-gasm said:
I've been affected with social anxiety all of my life. Everytime I go hangout with friends, go to parties, or even talk to a stranger it gets all awkward for me. I'm always anxious of what people would think of me or getting picked at. People tell me to just relax and take it easy but it's not that easy! I'm in high school too, which is an important social time of your life you should enjoy.. Also I don't have low self esteem for my apperance, I always have girls thinking i'm good looking but it makes me sad that I can't talk to them.. except on E of course.

I started rolling throughout last year till now because all my anxieties disappear when i'm rolling. I'm like a whole different person when i'm rolling, I have no fear of talking to people. That's the main reason why I love the drug, not for the feeling, but for having the feeling of no anxiety for once in my life. I don't do it all the time, but when I do do it, it's like extremely a treat for me to feel outgoing.

What I want to do is become my true self, the person I am when i'm rolling but while i'm sober. I know it'll take work, but I need advice on how to overcome my social phobia and to just live life. I figured this is the perfect place to ask for help since no person who has never tried E wouldn't understand exactly how I feel. And no SSRI or Xanax bs, I want to be all natural outgoing.

So any advice on how I can rewire my mind to be the happy, social and fun to be with guy that I am on E would be appreciated!
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I would avoid focusing on MDMA when dealing with social anxiety and such, unless it is used with the guidance of chill therapist, however it might be difficult to find a therapist that would agree to use MDMA in a session.

I would actually try and not worry about social anxiety too much at this point. You're still in high school, your whole life is in front of you and at some point you will learn to deal with your social anxiety and be yourself without any hangups.

It might seem like that moment will never happen, but it will. And when it does you will essentially feel like you do on MDMA without taking any external substances. Everyone eventually grows out of social anxiety and such and finds their own niche in this crazy world.

Take care!
 
ya i feel u e-gasm I have the same problem. E is one of those drugs that totally gets rid of SA. I know u didnt want to hear about ssri's, but off of personal experience, I think you should try Nardil. It works great for SA , totally kicked mine in the ass. If u dont believe it works great, then google it. Its considered the golden standard for getting rid of SA. It was working great for me till I went to the hospital and the doctors decided to take me off it cause they felt it was the reason I went to the hospital.I wish I could go back on it. Maybe one day.
 
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