This may seem like a weird analogy but since my bad MDMA experience the world has just seemed 'off'. Like the world used to make sense but now it doesn't. Goals, life desires, relationships just seem so different and don't have the magic to them like they used to. The world used to be this exciting place full of opportunity, excitement and anticipation. It's like the colour has been stripped away and all you can see is the zeros and ones, ie the grey. The colour of life has gone and you are left with the mundane. I used to think the world was my oyster and now it's about existing. Anybody related to this?