SkagKush
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I didnt quite know how to articulate the title so i will be open to suggestions if anyone cares.....
well ive been using heroin for way to long it feels like, been on bupe for almost a year now to....anyways to my point... i can remember the first three or so times getting clean to be horrible...these withdrawals came after extended periods of use, these times being a year or more.....and i remember being down and depressed and tired for months at a time (PAWS).
well nowadays ive been there and done that countless times and it just seems that my recovery and bounce back time is much quicker...this isnt to say i wont relapse and do it all over again tho8)......these periods of use are shorter of course....maybe ill be using for like a month, heavily, right back to old ways instantly....
im wondering if the brain will adjust to these emotions and just go through the motions? you know? or is it just the fact im on SMT thats helping with this.......or periods of use? i could go on....
insight?
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well ive been using heroin for way to long it feels like, been on bupe for almost a year now to....anyways to my point... i can remember the first three or so times getting clean to be horrible...these withdrawals came after extended periods of use, these times being a year or more.....and i remember being down and depressed and tired for months at a time (PAWS).
well nowadays ive been there and done that countless times and it just seems that my recovery and bounce back time is much quicker...this isnt to say i wont relapse and do it all over again tho8)......these periods of use are shorter of course....maybe ill be using for like a month, heavily, right back to old ways instantly....
im wondering if the brain will adjust to these emotions and just go through the motions? you know? or is it just the fact im on SMT thats helping with this.......or periods of use? i could go on....
insight?
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