Tramadol lowers your seizure threashold so it would put you at risk for the worst kind of OD, the one you don't want to die from cuz its horrific and harder to treat.
Anyways no amphetamines (adderal in your case) are going to make you feel even worse. The come down is a bitch but if you are already in a gloomy mood you gonna be pissed and probably wind up piss drunk when you come down.
Look I don't think tramadol is the worse drug in the world and yeah its addictive. I had an rx for years and honestly I don't think I ever noticed if I ran out. I had another opiate rx for vicodin and yeah that was way more addictive for me but at that point in my life I didn't have a problem with drugs, just a bit of pain and I wanted to still skateboard so my doctor hooked me up so I could keep at it.
I honestly never had a serious drug problem until I got hurt but I did use drugs for things I shouldn't have. Kinda where you are is a crossroads. If you do this over a relationship to yourself there is going to be days you just don't want to go to work sober but it won't be everyday at first, it creeps on you.
After a while it gets to you just want a few pills a day and from there it gets worse to where it doesn't really matter what drug or you get a bit addicted or partial to one and then you start having financial trouble even if you can spend a weekend sleeping it off you are not happy clean. Thats where it starts.
Sooner or later life will throw you a real kick to the teeth, an abortion of your seed, a divorce, a death of a close friend or a lot, death of family, death of that dog you didn't realize how much you loved till it passed cuz it peed on the floor sometimes, loss of job, loss of your home, the list goes on but life happens and it isn't always as how we planned it.
I took some time and thought into this post just kind of to tell you how addiction and habiutation grows from casual use and its not everybody but most people that need to take 2 or 3 drugs to get over a breakup are going to be drug addicted down the road. Is that really something you want?
All I am saying is take it easy, just do as little as you have to if you must but do you really need it or do you think you need it? I am not judging you but just asking you not to lie to yourself.
I been down that road, missing someone who don't want me and honestly there are some people that might have a small piece of your heart for years even though its over. Try to remember the good times and let the breakup just not be a big deal, did you not see it coming? The first few breakups in life are hard, especially serious relationships, trust me, I know, I was married twice.
But if you think I shed a tear in the last ten years over a woman you are sorely mistaken. I knew what it was before it even started.
