ColoradoBoy90
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I’ve taken opiods for 5 years daily or so, from Tramadol to Opana and even Hydromorphone. Mainly Hydro/Oxy. For the first year or so they gave me ENERGY, I was happy and talkative and full of life! Yes, this lasted for a year even when popping them daily!! SLOWLY BUT SURELY I got “REVERSE EFFECTS” again REVERSE AFFECTS OR EFFECTS.
So now when I take one? I feel like shit. No energy, sleep ALL DAY (20+ hours before) and I feel like death!! I only take them because I got bad WD, worse than people report.
ADDERALL (the first drug I ever took, also prescribed legally) did the same thing to me after taking it daily for YEARS - for the first 1-2 years I took Adderall 15mg 5X or so daily, but I drank 3-6 cups of coffee or energy drinks with them to get SUPER energetic and felt AMAZING, happy, talkative, etc. After about 1 year of daily use, Adderall caused REVERSE EFFECTS. Suddenly an Adderall made me: TIRED, DIZZY, sick like feeling. TOTAL BURNOUT.
Now opiates have done the same thing, and it’s been the case for years now! I just can’t quit them cold turkey like Adderall as the WD is too much for me to handle. Nor Can I afford 1+ week off work... I believe I’ve totally burnt out all my receptors, at least any opiate or AMP ones... What Can I do? Here’s what HAPPENS DAILY: when I wake up in WD, I don’t feel good or bad mentally, just “okay”. When I take a painkiller to stop the WD’s though, the WD’s stop so I feel much better overall, besides mentally. I can FEEL MY OWN LIPS “FROWNING” and can’t control it. I’m not joking.
I tried TRAMADOL. No GO! It’s still an opioid, so it still makes me feel shittyMentally due to the total opiate burnout I have. Every-SINGLE day I feel my own lips FORCING THEMSELVES TO FROWN, as that’s how shitty I feel. I’m being 100% serious, I feel so bad mentally my lips force a sad frown constantly, and I CAN’T control it! Everyone always think I’m angry or sad, but I can’t control it. It happens mainly after I take a painkiller.
Anyone else experience this? I thought about Suboxone, but since it’s still an opioid I assume I still would feel like shit mentally, as ANY TYPE OF OPIATE CONSUMED WILL MAKE ME FROWN and feel like shit... Unless the Naltrexone or whatever in it makes it “different”? I don’t know. I thought about Methadone, but that’s a strong opiate. So that’s also a no go......That would likely worsen things for me,
I can feel the “shitty mood” and I can feel myself making a frown only 1 hour after taking a Tramadol, Hydro, or Oxy.. But I need them to avoid the hell-ish withdrawals..
Sorry that was long but if anyone read that, any advice?
So now when I take one? I feel like shit. No energy, sleep ALL DAY (20+ hours before) and I feel like death!! I only take them because I got bad WD, worse than people report.
ADDERALL (the first drug I ever took, also prescribed legally) did the same thing to me after taking it daily for YEARS - for the first 1-2 years I took Adderall 15mg 5X or so daily, but I drank 3-6 cups of coffee or energy drinks with them to get SUPER energetic and felt AMAZING, happy, talkative, etc. After about 1 year of daily use, Adderall caused REVERSE EFFECTS. Suddenly an Adderall made me: TIRED, DIZZY, sick like feeling. TOTAL BURNOUT.
Now opiates have done the same thing, and it’s been the case for years now! I just can’t quit them cold turkey like Adderall as the WD is too much for me to handle. Nor Can I afford 1+ week off work... I believe I’ve totally burnt out all my receptors, at least any opiate or AMP ones... What Can I do? Here’s what HAPPENS DAILY: when I wake up in WD, I don’t feel good or bad mentally, just “okay”. When I take a painkiller to stop the WD’s though, the WD’s stop so I feel much better overall, besides mentally. I can FEEL MY OWN LIPS “FROWNING” and can’t control it. I’m not joking.
I tried TRAMADOL. No GO! It’s still an opioid, so it still makes me feel shittyMentally due to the total opiate burnout I have. Every-SINGLE day I feel my own lips FORCING THEMSELVES TO FROWN, as that’s how shitty I feel. I’m being 100% serious, I feel so bad mentally my lips force a sad frown constantly, and I CAN’T control it! Everyone always think I’m angry or sad, but I can’t control it. It happens mainly after I take a painkiller.
Anyone else experience this? I thought about Suboxone, but since it’s still an opioid I assume I still would feel like shit mentally, as ANY TYPE OF OPIATE CONSUMED WILL MAKE ME FROWN and feel like shit... Unless the Naltrexone or whatever in it makes it “different”? I don’t know. I thought about Methadone, but that’s a strong opiate. So that’s also a no go......That would likely worsen things for me,
I can feel the “shitty mood” and I can feel myself making a frown only 1 hour after taking a Tramadol, Hydro, or Oxy.. But I need them to avoid the hell-ish withdrawals..
Sorry that was long but if anyone read that, any advice?