ReggieTheCat
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Hey, so I have been using various opiates daily for about 1 year. Started with sniffing 8mg-12mg dillys then at various times used 'greenies' (fake oxy 80's with 1.2+ mg of fent in them), 80 - 120 mg of real oxy by mouth, sniffing 3 points of h thru 24-32 hours or 32 mg hydromorph-contin swallowed.
I'd say that those numbers would be in the 'above average' user category, correct? When I don't have anything, I go through w/d, but it never gets as bad as it does with some people I know, but it is certainly very uncomfortable. my RLS is the worst symptom, i get no sleep and I get the sweats and general dysphoria, pain and depression. The hardest part is getting out of bed. I've gone up to 3-4 days without using anything (keeping in mind my main DOC are the greenies [fent] which has a short halflife) and by day 3 i generally feel like things are starting to turn around until the cravings kick in, and the cycle begins again. I always screw up on Day 3.
Now I really want to get out of this cycle before I go too far and my W/D's just get worse and worse. I think I'm somewhat lucky that they are bad, but not as bad as some of the horror stories on here. Does this have to do with the amounts I am using? Are these very high amounts? Just putting it into perspective. My W/D is bad enough that I would not be able to go to work, or hang with friends - I don't have enough energy and I'm generally in pain. I have to start a new job which requires office work in about 1.5 months. Would this w/d taper schedule work, or will it just prolong w/d? Here's what I've got:
Xanax - I'm prescribed 5 mg a day (yes, not 0.5mg, but a whopping 5 mg due to extreme anxiety)
Gabapentin - I can get these anytime from my doc - I have 30 300 mg caps at the moment
Tramadol - I have 80 50 mg pills and 30 37.5/300 acet pills
Zopiclone - I have none on hand, but can obtain about 30 x 7.5 mg tabs from my doc for insomnia
Suboxone - I have about 8 mg left and I find I get relief from 1 mg or less
Codeine - 8mg OTC tabs here in Canada
Kratom - If needed I can get as much as I want from the head shop
Loperamide
Now how's this:
Take my 5mg Xanax daily as prescribed
Start taper by using 7 x 50 mg tramadol (I'm aware of the seizure risk, but the Xanax helps and I usually take this high of a dose)
Taper the tramadol 50's over about 2 weeks til I'm at about 3 tabs a day and then switch to the lower dose
Use the 37.5 mg tramadol's as needed and taper in conjunction with Gabapentin
Ultimately make the switch to 300-600 mg Gabapentin with no Tramadol. This is where I might switch the Trams to 10 g kratom and work my way down over 5 days or so... I find I can't take it for more than 5 consecutive days since it looses effect for me.
If W/D's get bothersome at this point, use Subs at doses no higher than 1 mg... however, I will try to stay away from these unless I get bad tram w/d or nasty PAWS, but I'm guessing I shouldn't since I will only have the tram for about 2-3 wks tops.
If W/D at this point isn't bad enough to use subs, then use a combo of no more than 5-6 t1's per day as well as gabapentin/zopiclone at night if needed
I will have given myself about 30 days at this point and I would drop the t1's and use gaba and zopiclone only when needed for PAWS. Also, loperamide might be an option here.
Like I said, I'd give myself a full month here and perhaps push myself to get it done quicker depending on how I'm feeling... what I really need to know is if this plan is just going to prolong my W/D's and if it makes any sense in general in terms of the order I use these drugs and the amounts. I'm lucky to have access to these meds, so do you think this will make for an easy w/d? It's the W/D's and cravings that keep me going back, but I never get them with tram, kratom or subs. I find smoking indica strains of pot also help take my mind off things. Gaba does wonders for RLS, depression and sometimes pain and insomnia.
Any comments, advice or suggestions on how to make this the most ideal plan would be really helpful. Please help me help myself so I can turn around my life.
Thanks all!
I'd say that those numbers would be in the 'above average' user category, correct? When I don't have anything, I go through w/d, but it never gets as bad as it does with some people I know, but it is certainly very uncomfortable. my RLS is the worst symptom, i get no sleep and I get the sweats and general dysphoria, pain and depression. The hardest part is getting out of bed. I've gone up to 3-4 days without using anything (keeping in mind my main DOC are the greenies [fent] which has a short halflife) and by day 3 i generally feel like things are starting to turn around until the cravings kick in, and the cycle begins again. I always screw up on Day 3.
Now I really want to get out of this cycle before I go too far and my W/D's just get worse and worse. I think I'm somewhat lucky that they are bad, but not as bad as some of the horror stories on here. Does this have to do with the amounts I am using? Are these very high amounts? Just putting it into perspective. My W/D is bad enough that I would not be able to go to work, or hang with friends - I don't have enough energy and I'm generally in pain. I have to start a new job which requires office work in about 1.5 months. Would this w/d taper schedule work, or will it just prolong w/d? Here's what I've got:
Xanax - I'm prescribed 5 mg a day (yes, not 0.5mg, but a whopping 5 mg due to extreme anxiety)
Gabapentin - I can get these anytime from my doc - I have 30 300 mg caps at the moment
Tramadol - I have 80 50 mg pills and 30 37.5/300 acet pills
Zopiclone - I have none on hand, but can obtain about 30 x 7.5 mg tabs from my doc for insomnia
Suboxone - I have about 8 mg left and I find I get relief from 1 mg or less
Codeine - 8mg OTC tabs here in Canada
Kratom - If needed I can get as much as I want from the head shop
Loperamide
Now how's this:
Take my 5mg Xanax daily as prescribed
Start taper by using 7 x 50 mg tramadol (I'm aware of the seizure risk, but the Xanax helps and I usually take this high of a dose)
Taper the tramadol 50's over about 2 weeks til I'm at about 3 tabs a day and then switch to the lower dose
Use the 37.5 mg tramadol's as needed and taper in conjunction with Gabapentin
Ultimately make the switch to 300-600 mg Gabapentin with no Tramadol. This is where I might switch the Trams to 10 g kratom and work my way down over 5 days or so... I find I can't take it for more than 5 consecutive days since it looses effect for me.
If W/D's get bothersome at this point, use Subs at doses no higher than 1 mg... however, I will try to stay away from these unless I get bad tram w/d or nasty PAWS, but I'm guessing I shouldn't since I will only have the tram for about 2-3 wks tops.
If W/D at this point isn't bad enough to use subs, then use a combo of no more than 5-6 t1's per day as well as gabapentin/zopiclone at night if needed
I will have given myself about 30 days at this point and I would drop the t1's and use gaba and zopiclone only when needed for PAWS. Also, loperamide might be an option here.
Like I said, I'd give myself a full month here and perhaps push myself to get it done quicker depending on how I'm feeling... what I really need to know is if this plan is just going to prolong my W/D's and if it makes any sense in general in terms of the order I use these drugs and the amounts. I'm lucky to have access to these meds, so do you think this will make for an easy w/d? It's the W/D's and cravings that keep me going back, but I never get them with tram, kratom or subs. I find smoking indica strains of pot also help take my mind off things. Gaba does wonders for RLS, depression and sometimes pain and insomnia.
Any comments, advice or suggestions on how to make this the most ideal plan would be really helpful. Please help me help myself so I can turn around my life.
Thanks all!