i knew you were going to say that 
citalopram was great. i remember going to the gas station every morning before work and talking up a storm with the lady behind the counter. she must wonder what the hell happened to me. i found citalopram motivating as well, but it turned me into a dickhead (according to one mate (who knows if anyone else thought otherwise)). i was almost manic when i was on it. when i got drunk i got really arrogant. i could drink a LOT of alcohol too. i remember drinking a bottle of vodka one night and passing out in a mates car, unable to be woken. had 6 people rocking the car to wake me up. someone was gunna call the cops because they thought i was dead. the next night i got another bottle. i was pretty depressed... and invincible.
my only real problem with taking an SSRI again is that it will further mess with my lack of sex drive. from memory it might have improved my sex drive, but made it harder for me to achieve orgasm or an erection. i know SSRIs are notorious for messing with peoples sex drive. i am still only young, and i really value what drive i have left. im spewing i didnt make the most of it when i was younger. i was one horny motherfucker. lol.
when i was on citalopram i used to drink a lot of coffee. there was an amazing synergy. i dont drink coffee at the moment because it makes me feel anxious.
thinking back, i really enjoyed the stimulation i got from citalopram. i may try it again actually. probably a better choice than a drug used to treat opiate addiction.

citalopram was great. i remember going to the gas station every morning before work and talking up a storm with the lady behind the counter. she must wonder what the hell happened to me. i found citalopram motivating as well, but it turned me into a dickhead (according to one mate (who knows if anyone else thought otherwise)). i was almost manic when i was on it. when i got drunk i got really arrogant. i could drink a LOT of alcohol too. i remember drinking a bottle of vodka one night and passing out in a mates car, unable to be woken. had 6 people rocking the car to wake me up. someone was gunna call the cops because they thought i was dead. the next night i got another bottle. i was pretty depressed... and invincible.
my only real problem with taking an SSRI again is that it will further mess with my lack of sex drive. from memory it might have improved my sex drive, but made it harder for me to achieve orgasm or an erection. i know SSRIs are notorious for messing with peoples sex drive. i am still only young, and i really value what drive i have left. im spewing i didnt make the most of it when i was younger. i was one horny motherfucker. lol.
when i was on citalopram i used to drink a lot of coffee. there was an amazing synergy. i dont drink coffee at the moment because it makes me feel anxious.
thinking back, i really enjoyed the stimulation i got from citalopram. i may try it again actually. probably a better choice than a drug used to treat opiate addiction.