Keepit Chill
Bluelighter
It feels like i've been sucked dry of hope
Everything seems so pointless when your addicted to dope
All I had to do was stay clean for a week...
I wouldn't have had to stay
Live even sucks when you live it day to day
It's the life style I miss, Not having a care
Intoxicated on whatever, The public will stare
You feel so invincible, powerful and pure
But you figure out its all a lie, and now your sick with no cure
No matter how much I am in love with my drugs,
They'll hurt me just as sure as guns shoot slugs
I am not a liar, But I can't seem to stop this lieing
Most days of the week, I'm so sick of trying..
But Most of all I am mad at myself
I carry this guilt and shame..
I'm stuck in a demonic game
You spend your whole life waiting for tomorrow
You wake up the next day only to find sorrow
Something inside shouts please carry on
You use up the last of your hope, until its all gone
Then you find your self alone, a dead patch on the lawn...
One day... We all will grow.
Everything seems so pointless when your addicted to dope
All I had to do was stay clean for a week...
I wouldn't have had to stay
Live even sucks when you live it day to day
It's the life style I miss, Not having a care
Intoxicated on whatever, The public will stare
You feel so invincible, powerful and pure
But you figure out its all a lie, and now your sick with no cure
No matter how much I am in love with my drugs,
They'll hurt me just as sure as guns shoot slugs
I am not a liar, But I can't seem to stop this lieing
Most days of the week, I'm so sick of trying..
But Most of all I am mad at myself
I carry this guilt and shame..
I'm stuck in a demonic game
You spend your whole life waiting for tomorrow
You wake up the next day only to find sorrow
Something inside shouts please carry on
You use up the last of your hope, until its all gone
Then you find your self alone, a dead patch on the lawn...
One day... We all will grow.
I know the hell, and you expressed what seems to be a breaking point. There's a way out.