even though i posted the other one just earlier today these are a few days apart.
been in college for less than a week now. im still dont really know bout this shit. ive never really fit in anywhere and lately ive been hating the scene of 2010 this bullshit. kids listening to "rap" which is just about driniking and fucking. its repetitive.. theres no creativity. no real words. more chorus than lyrics. fuck i hate it the kids these days tryina copy it. they act stupid as hell and these freshmen that never drink think its the style to drink 10 shots because then whatever they do is totally okay! cuz they were just fuckin drunk!! yamean? its all bullshit here. why is it popular to be like that. i mean im young as hell 18 but man i have never seen such immaturity. this is rough. my roomie is pretty tight though thats the one thing i guess i got going.
call me a fucking hypocrit im pretty damn crunk right now but its just so i dont get all negative. i feel cooped up constantly i feel presssured and the walls of my mind and body are just sorta pressing in and i cant take it cuz i just sit here and feel it and it drives me crazy and thinking bout it makes them press in harder so what else am i sposed to do tell me
and ya know theyve always said i have such potential and they always put me in the smart kiddie classes all throughout my childhood but i never really belonged i guess just cuz maybe i dont belong anywhere. always tellin me calvin youre gonna be an important man someday and i just dont wanna go there i just wanna be left alone and find my happiness away from the rest of em and the away from some of thiss bullshit
i miss my baby i feel her slipping and this shouldnt be the way but i guess everyone says that but we're closer than everyone else. but thats what everyone else says.and were gonna last but thats what everyone else says. so im like alll the other kids. fuck!. so what does it really matter then i guess i am what i hate but i guess ive always sorta thought that. but then again ive always thought too much and thats what this all is about im trying to get the thoughts out so they stay here on fucking bluelight and not in my head cuz they killin me in here
~peace
been in college for less than a week now. im still dont really know bout this shit. ive never really fit in anywhere and lately ive been hating the scene of 2010 this bullshit. kids listening to "rap" which is just about driniking and fucking. its repetitive.. theres no creativity. no real words. more chorus than lyrics. fuck i hate it the kids these days tryina copy it. they act stupid as hell and these freshmen that never drink think its the style to drink 10 shots because then whatever they do is totally okay! cuz they were just fuckin drunk!! yamean? its all bullshit here. why is it popular to be like that. i mean im young as hell 18 but man i have never seen such immaturity. this is rough. my roomie is pretty tight though thats the one thing i guess i got going.
call me a fucking hypocrit im pretty damn crunk right now but its just so i dont get all negative. i feel cooped up constantly i feel presssured and the walls of my mind and body are just sorta pressing in and i cant take it cuz i just sit here and feel it and it drives me crazy and thinking bout it makes them press in harder so what else am i sposed to do tell me
and ya know theyve always said i have such potential and they always put me in the smart kiddie classes all throughout my childhood but i never really belonged i guess just cuz maybe i dont belong anywhere. always tellin me calvin youre gonna be an important man someday and i just dont wanna go there i just wanna be left alone and find my happiness away from the rest of em and the away from some of thiss bullshit
i miss my baby i feel her slipping and this shouldnt be the way but i guess everyone says that but we're closer than everyone else. but thats what everyone else says.and were gonna last but thats what everyone else says. so im like alll the other kids. fuck!. so what does it really matter then i guess i am what i hate but i guess ive always sorta thought that. but then again ive always thought too much and thats what this all is about im trying to get the thoughts out so they stay here on fucking bluelight and not in my head cuz they killin me in here
~peace