lars90
Bluelighter
Okay so i acutally didnt want to write this but i just wanted to hear your guyses opinions. So whats up is that im curently in a diffrent contry for an exchange. Im here in argentinia now, with my host family. So basicly im learning the language and everythig. To get started id like to add that i have always have trouble with people in my life all though my 18 years of age.
Ill try to explain it this way everytime if i fail at something i fall into a depression (i have been having this problem for a while now, always the same, i feel i need help). That just makes everything worse because im in a bad mood i dont say anything i dont want to go to other people or talk with other people im just down. So while all the other people are having a good time im here feeling like shit.
So ill have you know that i was feeling quit good for the first time just a few weeks agom but theres just this one girl thats making me go crazy. So we met on the first day i came here where i couldn't say or understand shit. We she kind of came over to me and we talked well she was giving her best in speaking english which was horrible. Turns out that as a have way good looking german you can have all the girls you want.
Now lets get to the problem. Im fucking down right now because we had a fight and i have no idea if she still likes me or not which is actually really important for me because i seem to actually like her. The problem is shes quit shy and i can only speak with people when theny ask the questions and it doesn't work out that way when you want to have a long conversation.
Right now i absolutly have no self confidence which is amking the whole thing so much harder. Cant fucking seem to get my act to gether.
Well so getting to the problem. I cant get around to speaking to her because i dont speak the language well enough and the whole thing is bringing me down. I have now idea what to do with these depressuons and there getting into my way here i shouldnt have them. Its vreaking everything. The biggest problem is that i see this gitl every day in school. I need an nother opinion on the case what do you guys think should i kust drop her or should i go on and try?
Ill try to explain it this way everytime if i fail at something i fall into a depression (i have been having this problem for a while now, always the same, i feel i need help). That just makes everything worse because im in a bad mood i dont say anything i dont want to go to other people or talk with other people im just down. So while all the other people are having a good time im here feeling like shit.
So ill have you know that i was feeling quit good for the first time just a few weeks agom but theres just this one girl thats making me go crazy. So we met on the first day i came here where i couldn't say or understand shit. We she kind of came over to me and we talked well she was giving her best in speaking english which was horrible. Turns out that as a have way good looking german you can have all the girls you want.
Now lets get to the problem. Im fucking down right now because we had a fight and i have no idea if she still likes me or not which is actually really important for me because i seem to actually like her. The problem is shes quit shy and i can only speak with people when theny ask the questions and it doesn't work out that way when you want to have a long conversation.
Right now i absolutly have no self confidence which is amking the whole thing so much harder. Cant fucking seem to get my act to gether.
Well so getting to the problem. I cant get around to speaking to her because i dont speak the language well enough and the whole thing is bringing me down. I have now idea what to do with these depressuons and there getting into my way here i shouldnt have them. Its vreaking everything. The biggest problem is that i see this gitl every day in school. I need an nother opinion on the case what do you guys think should i kust drop her or should i go on and try?
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