Training Log Olympia Prep 2017

From experience dropping test to 0 and adding Letro in at 1.25mg/day solves any sex addiction related issues lmao
 
Swim15 said:
Gonna go with some dedicated counseling first I guess and go from there with a medical opinion at least.
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Make sure you bring up your ADHD - it may play a fairly critical role, just as it does in other addiction behaviours.
 
Serotonin101 said:
From experience dropping test to 0 and adding Letro in at 1.25mg/day solves any sex addiction related issues lmao
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I've actually considered dropping test which would obviously solve it but I just don't think I could bring myself to do it. Also considering the fact that it would probably destroy any relationship I actually did want because of a non existent sex life
 
CFC said:
Make sure you bring up your ADHD - it may play a fairly critical role, just as it does in other addiction behaviours.
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Good point, definitely will do that. Almost hilarious. I've got zero issues with any type of recreational drug except alcohol if I consume it regularly which I don't but relationships/sex will wreck my life sooner or later
 
I keep it tame on this forum, but serotonin sees what I write about my libido in my other thread. This test just turns me into an animal. Haven't messed with anyone at work yet at this job, though I was flirting hard with a married girl today (and she was flirting back) and I need to stop that immediately and leave her alone. Hopefully I can see ex soon and fuck her. In the past we've had sex, but I need to fuck her one time. Just once.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=seKsyWSJDtQ
 
Lol great song. Came on my pandora today at the gym. Married women are trouble. Made that mistake twice in the past and one contemplated leaving her husband for me...
 
Swim15 said:
Good point, definitely will do that. Almost hilarious. I've got zero issues with any type of recreational drug except alcohol if I consume it regularly which I don't but relationships/sex will wreck my life sooner or later
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I have a gay friend who must be a sex addict. He reckons he meets up with anything from 3-10 guys per day most days of the year, using apps, public bathrooms, all that stuff. Maybe he's exaggerating but I've known him for quite a while now and he seems pretty upfront. Anyway he has pretty bad ADHD and said it's like an adrenaline and dopamine rush for him, like getting a fix. I wondered if taking stimulant meds would help him, but he's never tried them. Do you think they alter your behaviour much when you use them?
 
^^for me it's like getting a fix. Chatting up a girl is like talking to the dope man. When I'm on my way to meet her I get the same feeling as I did when I'm about to score (or driving to the store to get carbs for carb loading before a show Lmfao). And when the deed is done I'm satisfied temporarily, the obsession goes away for a bit, like when the rush wears off, or when you're belly is full after a good cheat meal. Becomes almost like a tunnel vision for me.
 
I don't know if its the test but I've been wanting to fuck almost every girl I come across lately and the ones who do give it to me, I feel like it stops me for a few days before I want it again. I had a pretty bad sex addiction problem before, I solved it temporarily with designing an RPG (I code) before I noticed my game getting very sexual...had to stop production lol. I was also told to go to counseling by my doctor, might all be in the head?
 
Test really does widen the range of girls I'd shag. What it has not really done KS give me a ton of confidence. I'm still shy and awkward and socially anxious, and because of that it's not easy for me like it is for you guys to just go find sex. I've always been curious what a confident and outgoing man's brain in my body would be like...I automatically assume that because I am so short that girls aren't into me (which has been reinforced time and time again in my life when girls actually did reject me because I was short... Or make fun of it behind my back and I heard about it). And for a while I was fearful that girls would reject me because of my dark past, but I've come to realize now that most don't give a fuck about that stuff.

And I've said no girls from work and no girls from the gym as per the "don't shit where you sleep" mantra if things go bad.... But when all you do is work and lift...sigh
 
Serotonin101 said:
^^for me it's like getting a fix. Chatting up a girl is like talking to the dope man. When I'm on my way to meet her I get the same feeling as I did when I'm about to score (or driving to the store to get carbs for carb loading before a show Lmfao). And when the deed is done I'm satisfied temporarily, the obsession goes away for a bit, like when the rush wears off, or when you're belly is full after a good cheat meal. Becomes almost like a tunnel vision for me.
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This 100%.
 
CFC said:
I have a gay friend who must be a sex addict. He reckons he meets up with anything from 3-10 guys per day most days of the year, using apps, public bathrooms, all that stuff. Maybe he's exaggerating but I've known him for quite a while now and he seems pretty upfront. Anyway he has pretty bad ADHD and said it's like an adrenaline and dopamine rush for him, like getting a fix. I wondered if taking stimulant meds would help him, but he's never tried them. Do you think they alter your behaviour much when you use them?
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That's pretty nuts, thank god it's not that bad for me.

The medication (adderall) doesn't have any negative sides for me like you read about so I tolerate it very well. Unfortunately it also drastically increases sex drive typically when I take it...also whats led to some 6-8 hour all out fuck sessions before which is nice when you need it.

Also unfortunately is that I need it to function and stay on task at the pace my life is going currently as I have tendency to tackle a lot at once in terms of career(s), education, training, etc.

Soooo I'm prettt much fucked lol
 
^^^you brought some terribly great memories back.. All night fuckathons or fapathons to where you wake up and feel like your dick went through a meat grinder.
 
Yeah it's kinda fucked up. Some crazy memories and even freakier chicks though haha. Have a girl sleeping over tonight and she took two cialis tabs because I have a ton made from raws lol...guess we are gonna see if that does anything
 
Side note, I lift sometimes

Deadlifts tonight
135x15
225x10
315x8
405x3
495x1
585x3x2
495x10

Generally don't train at all for strength but low volume and heavy ever two weeks or so is a sweet spot for me. Definitely wanna be repping that 6 plates soon
 
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It seems like a lot of big guys stop doing deadlifts after a certain point. Fear of injury or whatever. Or they are swayed by arguments that it's not good for hypertrophy. But it's my favorite lift and I can maintain on exteremly low volume.

On the topic of women, I've had depraved sex with about ten customers in my head today. And I'm only on my lunch break. One of the last warm days of the year, so all the girls are in shorts or yoga pants. God help me.
 
RedLeader said:
It seems like a lot of big guys stop doing deadlifts after a certain point. Fear of injury or whatever. Or they are swayed by arguments that it's not good for hypertrophy. But it's my favorite lift and I can maintain on exteremly low volume.

On the topic of women, I've had depraved sex with about ten customers in my head today. And I'm only on my lunch break. One of the last warm days of the year, so all the girls are in shorts or yoga pants. God help me.
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Yeah that's a big part of it for me. It's been a long time since I've gone over 495, generally kept myself there since it's plenty of weight to do everything you need to and risk of injury just gets higher the more you move. I'm curious to get strength up some for overall development and just because I've never tried much. Thinking throwing a bunch of anadrol in should help, actually popped 100mg pre workout today, but I'll be cutting here shortly so at that point I'll probably just be keeping strength.

Nike shorts and leggings are the worst thing for guys on gear. I used to do the same and just eye fuck customers all day long. Good luck my man haha
 
RedLeader said:
Test really does widen the range of girls I'd shag. What it has not really done KS give me a ton of confidence. I'm still shy and awkward and socially anxious, and because of that it's not easy for me like it is for you guys to just go find sex. I've always been curious what a confident and outgoing man's brain in my body would be like...I automatically assume that because I am so short that girls aren't into me (which has been reinforced time and time again in my life when girls actually did reject me because I was short... Or make fun of it behind my back and I heard about it). And for a while I was fearful that girls would reject me because of my dark past, but I've come to realize now that most don't give a fuck about that stuff. And I've said no girls from work and no girls from the gym as per the "don't shit where you sleep" mantra if things go bad.... But when all you do is work and lift...sigh
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Do you live in the US? I hear its much easier here than in the european countries (except france or swiss). I was rejected HEAVILY until I got a decent body on me. Test doesnt necessarily give me confidence, in fact I believe its given me bare mins of everything except libido, therefor my "confidence" has shot up. I use the quotes because I get so damn horny I just say OUTLANDISH shit to women and SURPRISINGLY they love it. That ANNNNND I'll be kinda stereotypical/racist here...most of them tend to be south east asia origin...
 
Chest today

Incline press (plate loaded)
1 plate x30
2x20
3x15
3.5x10
4x8x8x8x6

Incline dumbbell
100x10
110x8x8x8 --> drop 70x15

Incline dumbbell fly
75x8
85x6x6x7

Pec deck
Stack x20x15x14x12

Landline press
2.5 plates x12x12x12

Cable fly
40lbs x20x18


Also did calves and abs last night and then hit a sushi buffet after today's session which was fire and my last one for a while.
 
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hazukiguy said:
..most of them tend to be south east asia origin...
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They really are the creme de la creme ?

I had to look up what the land-line press is and ya, I have seen that before. You doing that one or two-armed?

Sushi is a pretty good bodybuilding meal if you aren't restricting carbs.
 
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