AugustWest1965
Greenlighter
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For some of you novice users, or weekend warriors, this concept may be hard to grasp. I mean lets face it, when we first tried meth none of us experienced that horrible highly dramatized "Montana Meth Project" look, but instead we experienced that awesome ego boosting euphoric rush, that leaves the impression that meth is awesome!
But eventually it becomes a little less awesome, and becomes a little more problematic.
For starters, the health negative aspects of this drug compared to some is down right awful.
Bad breath, greasy hair, baggy eyes, and excessive perspiration are just a few side affects that stand out right away, but can be tolerated. I mean who cares if they look like shit for a day, that meth high is worth it.
But the health issues aren't what users should worry about. Yes, take care of your appearance, but what most people seem to over look is the way this drug can change into a personality in itself.
Meth is like most drugs, becomes your friend at first, then by the end you wish you had never met them.
But meth is stronger than most drugs. Maybe not the feeling or euphoria, or experince is stronger, but meth is demonic. more like a spirit or entity.
It befriends anyone it can and feeds off the positive energy the user enjoys while on it. I mean everything is better!! Work, sex, cleaning, etc....
But meth makes its next move into your life by simply eliminating those around you who dont use meth. This starts with missing calls from friends on purpose, or making excuses not to hang out with them. These old friends you use to kick it with all the time dont sound fun for some reason, especially if you have to hide your high. Meth doesnt want these friends around....so social life .....bye bye
Now that it is just you and meth, closer than ever have time to hang out more and do fun exciting things that you just can't do when your sober. You all know the drill clean, organize, paint, build, whatever your twitch is, you are doing it with meth.
But wait, you got it under control. You still look in the mirror and see you. No bugs, no meth mouth, not like a tweaker. SO yeah you are jacked up and thinking this is awesome. SO you get your new tweaker friends at the stash house and start hanging with people like you.
OF course you are better than they! Your not doing weird shit like them! you are just smoking a bowl or doing a rail and hanging out. Nothing wrong with me, but these people are what the commercials are talking about!! not me!
Meth almost got you now. Its got you isolated from society, puts nothing but a fake ass judgemental ego in your scurvy head and and pumps hate and anger in your veins.
But not against meth, nooooo its just letting you see people for who they are.
But when you look in the mirror now all you see is meth. WHere did your soul go? What does that mean?
Manurisms, the little things one does that makes them themselves. Like a laugh or how you walk. Maybe even how to react to happy news, or bad news.
Meth takes this away from you. Anyone ever tweak and shop in public. How high is your self esteem when you walk in a store? Do you feel handsome or pretty? No!! Meth makes us hollow with only a heart that beats. Emotions we are suppose to feel arent there anymore.
Laughing at a joke is even hard. You know its funny, but fake laugh.
Try telling a story to someone who is sober and you are hiding your high from. How many words will you stumble on and mess up before you are done with it. And by the time you finsh talking the person is looking at you like What THE FUCK is this guy on.
Look people in the eyes. I dare you to. Because it is something meth hates. It doesnt want people to see that is no longer you in there, it wants you to stay away from society, because they judge you, they talk shit about you, and only see your flaws........meth wants you to think this because it MAKES you think like that!
So now you avoid any contact with life other than those you can relax around, which is other users who scheme and plot on you and more than likely are people you hate and talk shit on when they arent there. Its meth, flaws of other people makes your new meth embodied mind feel better.
We are hollow people, sure some of us arent but keep it up and meth with become you.
Lose your mind teeth and confidence. Meth takes your voice too. It will make you unsure of yourself in any situation it can that involves being around non users.
Stay up night after night and see that zombie look. Go to work and avoid everyone and sweat your ass off. WHo cares if no one talks to you anymore, you got meth to comfort you.
I hated my life and hated myself. NO friends girlfriend, family, no life. users and tweakers is all i had.
THEN one day you will try to quit like i did. 7 yrs i have used and I cried one day. I hated this person I became and tried to stop. Stayed clean 5 months. I was high on life! Talking to everyone I saw, had a new girlfriend, got my life back.
I relapsed 2 weeks ago...
nothing has changed here. same old darkness.
~poof~
But eventually it becomes a little less awesome, and becomes a little more problematic.
For starters, the health negative aspects of this drug compared to some is down right awful.
Bad breath, greasy hair, baggy eyes, and excessive perspiration are just a few side affects that stand out right away, but can be tolerated. I mean who cares if they look like shit for a day, that meth high is worth it.
But the health issues aren't what users should worry about. Yes, take care of your appearance, but what most people seem to over look is the way this drug can change into a personality in itself.
Meth is like most drugs, becomes your friend at first, then by the end you wish you had never met them.
But meth is stronger than most drugs. Maybe not the feeling or euphoria, or experince is stronger, but meth is demonic. more like a spirit or entity.
It befriends anyone it can and feeds off the positive energy the user enjoys while on it. I mean everything is better!! Work, sex, cleaning, etc....
But meth makes its next move into your life by simply eliminating those around you who dont use meth. This starts with missing calls from friends on purpose, or making excuses not to hang out with them. These old friends you use to kick it with all the time dont sound fun for some reason, especially if you have to hide your high. Meth doesnt want these friends around....so social life .....bye bye
Now that it is just you and meth, closer than ever have time to hang out more and do fun exciting things that you just can't do when your sober. You all know the drill clean, organize, paint, build, whatever your twitch is, you are doing it with meth.
But wait, you got it under control. You still look in the mirror and see you. No bugs, no meth mouth, not like a tweaker. SO yeah you are jacked up and thinking this is awesome. SO you get your new tweaker friends at the stash house and start hanging with people like you.
OF course you are better than they! Your not doing weird shit like them! you are just smoking a bowl or doing a rail and hanging out. Nothing wrong with me, but these people are what the commercials are talking about!! not me!
Meth almost got you now. Its got you isolated from society, puts nothing but a fake ass judgemental ego in your scurvy head and and pumps hate and anger in your veins.
But not against meth, nooooo its just letting you see people for who they are.
But when you look in the mirror now all you see is meth. WHere did your soul go? What does that mean?
Manurisms, the little things one does that makes them themselves. Like a laugh or how you walk. Maybe even how to react to happy news, or bad news.
Meth takes this away from you. Anyone ever tweak and shop in public. How high is your self esteem when you walk in a store? Do you feel handsome or pretty? No!! Meth makes us hollow with only a heart that beats. Emotions we are suppose to feel arent there anymore.
Laughing at a joke is even hard. You know its funny, but fake laugh.
Try telling a story to someone who is sober and you are hiding your high from. How many words will you stumble on and mess up before you are done with it. And by the time you finsh talking the person is looking at you like What THE FUCK is this guy on.
Look people in the eyes. I dare you to. Because it is something meth hates. It doesnt want people to see that is no longer you in there, it wants you to stay away from society, because they judge you, they talk shit about you, and only see your flaws........meth wants you to think this because it MAKES you think like that!
So now you avoid any contact with life other than those you can relax around, which is other users who scheme and plot on you and more than likely are people you hate and talk shit on when they arent there. Its meth, flaws of other people makes your new meth embodied mind feel better.
We are hollow people, sure some of us arent but keep it up and meth with become you.
Lose your mind teeth and confidence. Meth takes your voice too. It will make you unsure of yourself in any situation it can that involves being around non users.
Stay up night after night and see that zombie look. Go to work and avoid everyone and sweat your ass off. WHo cares if no one talks to you anymore, you got meth to comfort you.
I hated my life and hated myself. NO friends girlfriend, family, no life. users and tweakers is all i had.
THEN one day you will try to quit like i did. 7 yrs i have used and I cried one day. I hated this person I became and tried to stop. Stayed clean 5 months. I was high on life! Talking to everyone I saw, had a new girlfriend, got my life back.
I relapsed 2 weeks ago...
nothing has changed here. same old darkness.
~poof~