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daybyday56

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I happened to stumble across this site and thought I would give it a shot. It sucks having to go through this alone so any support and advice is more than welcomed. Let's see, where to begin, um, I've been addicted to opiates and dextromethoraphan for a little over a year now. I got mixed up with the wrong crowd, dabbling at first. Once I found the pills numbed the pain, I was hooked. I've been taking as much as I can get my hands on. I'm a waitress and I've been spending almost every dime I have to feed my addiction. I've been scimping on things like food just to be able to afford pills. A couple months ago I was hospitalized because I accidentally took too many pills. I became unconscious and my friend called an ambulance because she thought I was dead. It was at that point I realized that I needed help. I'm not using as many as I used to, but I'm really trying to quit this time. The withdrawals are just so hard -- the sweating, shaking, irritability, and diarrhea suck ass. I'm hoping talking to others going through the same thing will help me get the support and advice to overcome this addiction.
 
Welcome to Bluelight, don't worry you're in safe and compassionate hands here!

I know what you mean daybyday56, cough medicine and opiates are a hell of a drug. I too am abstaining from my addiction of them, three days sober now.

It only gets easier, trust me. Thanks to our beautiful community I'm in a good place.

You're too wonderful to let negatives conquer your very bright and intriguing soul. :)

What are some things you are proud of? What have you accomplished?
 
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