Oblivion's over-rated

[ButrosButros_Grantos]

2 things:


Thing 1:

Was this what I sought all along? Or am I just busy using excuses?

I miss a time of sadness. That was emotion that was real.

Oblivion’s over-rated. I’m sorry I can’t be a better person.

If we had met years ago, I would have swept you off your feet.

But I’m too busy immunising my soul, too busy to do any spring cleaning.

Too busy thinking of what could, would or should have been.

The busier I am the less busy my brain, keep working, keep thoughts away.

Oblivion’s over-rated. I’m sorry I can’t be a better person.





Thing 2:

I revel,
in misery.
I use it.

I delight,
in other’s misfortune,
it isn’t mine.

I take what I want from who offers it.
I use it all.

I wonder if those I use,
will be angry,
or upset,
or happy,
to know the extent of my callous grip.

Solace in an empty bottle of beer.

Hating a perfect sunset.

It has no right.

What have I become?

 

[drEaMtiMe*@#]

you write really well.

i particularly like the line:

Originally posted by ButrosButros_Grantos
But I’m too busy immunising my soul, too busy to do any spring cleaning.

the 'too busy immunising my soul' part is especially nicely worded.

hope things get better.

 

[potato]

Indeed you write very well.
Your words resonate with me a lot.

 

[onetwothreefour]

Originally posted by ButrosButros_Grantos
I miss a time of sadness. That was emotion that was real.

Oblivion’s over-rated. I’m sorry I can’t be a better person.

stupid contradictorary depressive cunt, aren't you?

still, that works really well. hope you're doing better than you were.

 

[kandyraverchick]

^ Not necessarily. I guess it depends on what he means when he says: "I miss a time of sadness. That emotion was real"

Is that to say he's felt nothingness for some time? or empty? Because if so it doesn't really contradict.

Nice write btw.

 

[ButrosButros_Grantos]

KRC is right when I write, but you're always wrong brad so don't worry.

Things aren't bad, I have slipped back to where I need to be though. Trust me, it's good.