Perhaps it's delayed. Be wary of that, at least. Otherwise, this sounds like a good thing, and you'd be very lucky for that.
Were you tapering it or lowering your dose?
I don't know? I got clean months ago, but the girl I liked wants nothing to do with me. I can't find work or make money - opiates are the only thing I really have left.So what are you gonna do. Are you gonna take this opportunity to break off the opiates?
Also this is probably a dumb question, but have you used kratom much? Methadone and vomiting doesn't surprise me. 13 years ago, some friends of mine did the stupidest fucking shit ever and snorted Suboxone. They were all violently vomiting for 12 hours straight, all but one anyway. He was holding it back. Everyone I know who's taken subs has thrown up violently from them except like, my eldest brother. I'd figure Methadone is pretty similar then.I don't know? I got clean months ago, but the girl I liked wants nothing to do with me. I can't find work or make money - opiates are the only thing I really have left.
Tbh, if I wasn't waiting on a possible legal settlement, I'd probably kill myself. I don't want to leave the girl I love, but surviving as basically an invalid seems worse than death. I'm scared to die, but trading guaranteed suffering for a completely unknown date kind of seems like a smart play. I tried methadone, but it makes me vomit, violently, while not keeping me from being sick. So I just quit taking it.
Yesterday at like 10am I did my last fentanyl. I slept all day.
Now it is 5am, 19 hours with no opiates.
But I'm not sick, I'm not craving, I'm not hot, nothing. Normally I'm like ready to die at this point. Any idea how this could be?
Not intentionally really, more a mix of poverty and the stuff around being less good and mixed with tranq.
2 of the last bags I got seem to have been straight Xylazine, and that shit is no joke. I left to get my friend a few cans, and woke up behind the wheel. I woke up again to rear-ending a parked car, thankfully at low speed. I sped off, pulled over, and woke up in my car a couple hours later.
This is why prohibition is so damn stupid. I wouldn't have drove if I knew I was doing tranq, and probably wouldn't have even done them. But thanks to dumbass laws not only do I almost die, I risk hurting others. Whatever you think of fentanyl, prohibition isn't making anyone any safer. I'm an adult, if I want to OD on fentanyl, that's my business. It's bad enough fentanyls strength varies, but now you don't even know what your getting. And it isn't replacing one opiate(oid) for another like switching heroin for fentanyl, it's replacing an FDA approved medicine for what basically a poor-mans roofie.
But it is weird im at 24 hours, and have slept, and have an appetite, and am not puking or anything.
Bad. I got a bun yesterday, and another one at 5am this morning. I did both, but never really got high, just fell asleep and woke back up. But I'm not really sick either.So how are you feeling today @tibberous