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Not enjoying MDMA anymore

cyberius

cyberius

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I can't seem to enjoy MDMA anymore... I don't enjoy the body high, the euphoria, or any other part of it. I still get all the great effects without any comedown, I just don't really enjoy those effects...

Is this just me completely losing the magic, or did I just grow out of it? I've used it only about 6 times, is this normal?

And yes I know it's not the product because it is pure MDMA, I've personally reagent tested it.
 
I lost the "magic" after my 5th roll, so we're pretty much on the same boat. I took a few months off and I was good to go again. Wait till you can no longer remember what MDMA feels like then do it.
 
I know people that no longer are enthused by MDMA. They just prefer the occasional smoke or dabble in heavy narcotics occasionally. Just give it some time. Sometimes doors open, sometimes they close. Sometimes chapters begin, and sometimes they end.
 
^ Why..? He's used 6 times, almost always responsibly if I remember right.

I think he just needs to switch things up, try something new and exciting. My last roll was a bit disappointing in the euphoria factor, but AMAZING in the empathy.. so don't always expect every roll to be the most intense experience of your life, some just won't be that good compared to others. It's how life works, lmao
 
I think it has something to do with the feeling becoming more familiar to you, you know exactly how rolling feels like and therefore it's a bit less exciting?
It's quite a strange drug, this mdma...

Last time I rolled I was rolling so hard I didnt even know it until I was coming down... The experience gets less mind-blowing but you can still roll and have a good time in the right setting/with the right mindset.
 
Folley said:
^ Why..? He's used 6 times, almost always responsibly if I remember right.

I think he just needs to switch things up, try something new and exciting. My last roll was a bit disappointing in the euphoria factor, but AMAZING in the empathy.. so don't always expect every roll to be the most intense experience of your life, some just won't be that good compared to others. It's how life works, lmao
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I was very responsible. I've only broke "the rules" once, and rolled a week after my first time; other than that though, once every 1-2 months.

And to Extazy, it's not that it's not less exciting it's that I don't like the feeling. I used to LOVE it and think about it all the time, now I just don't like it anymore.
 
I took 9 months off after a 1.2 gram roll... I get all the side effects at 300mg, with mild euphoria and no magic.
When consuming anything serotonergic, I do not feel the euphoric effects (DOx, 25x, any cathinone, Moxy, etc).
The frequency of which I used at was once a month strictly, until the 1.2 gram roll which was on the same week as my first 600mg roll.

I don't know how to fix this, or if it can be fixed. I feel like it's a lack of serotonin, considering I get euphoria when I take 5HTP... I used to love MDMA, still think about it every day, hoping that one day I'll be able to feel my girl again.
 
Folley said:
I think he just needs to switch things up, try something new and exciting. My last roll was a bit disappointing in the euphoria factor, but AMAZING in the empathy.. so don't always expect every roll to be the most intense experience of your life, some just won't be that good compared to others. It's how life works, lmao
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I was going to suggest a new place to roll, a different environment, different people, different mindset. Breakwise I find if you have to miss an event EVERYONE is going to (and rolling) the next one you do go to is just better somehow.
 
^ this... I can still roll just fine but after doing it 500+ times I found that I really don't enjoy the roll unless I can maximize my experience... and for me that means only rolling for my favorite DJ's/music now... otherwise I pretty much just have a few drinks and that's it...
 
Who knows man maybe the quality isn't the greatest or it's cut to shit. Even after all the abuse the body high would never leave and same with the euphoria.

I've almost thought about quitting for good then had an amazing roll and forgot that the thought even entered my brain. Like some people said try rolling in a new environment, maybe some different people, or maybe just take a break. I'd suggest 5htp but you haven't used too much and I doubt you'd have use for it other than the comedown which you don't get.

You may have it tested but I'd get some better stuff, it took me awhile to find really good quality.
 
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