I recently decided to come back to Bluelight, as my curiosity had been piqued by a number of new research chemicals being offered by vendors across the 'net.
When I signed back in, I didn't expect to receive any messages from people I used to speak to. There are a great number of people here on Bluelight whose company I thoroughly enjoyed, back when I was shoveling benzodiazepines, opiates and alcohol into my bloodstream each day, in as large amounts as I could find.
Still, life has changed a lot in the past five years. I don't think I've changed much, but circumstances have - some for better, some for worse. So, I'd like to hang around and contribute whenever I can, though I don't have much free time.
For one, I've been feeling very tired lately, and wanted to read more about modafinil, which, according to Wikipedia, is a "wakefulness-promoting agent" that lacks the unpleasant body-load of amphetamines. This would be great for work, as both time and energy are limited. On the other hand, self-medication started me off down the very-short road to addiction, so I'm apprehensive. There are differences: my experience, and the fact that I've never liked stimulants.
Coming here brings back memories. I still miss wesmdow from time to time. I've found that friendships are more difficult to cultivate as you grow older, and it's partly because experience with poor friends raises your standards.
When I signed back in, I didn't expect to receive any messages from people I used to speak to. There are a great number of people here on Bluelight whose company I thoroughly enjoyed, back when I was shoveling benzodiazepines, opiates and alcohol into my bloodstream each day, in as large amounts as I could find.
Still, life has changed a lot in the past five years. I don't think I've changed much, but circumstances have - some for better, some for worse. So, I'd like to hang around and contribute whenever I can, though I don't have much free time.
For one, I've been feeling very tired lately, and wanted to read more about modafinil, which, according to Wikipedia, is a "wakefulness-promoting agent" that lacks the unpleasant body-load of amphetamines. This would be great for work, as both time and energy are limited. On the other hand, self-medication started me off down the very-short road to addiction, so I'm apprehensive. There are differences: my experience, and the fact that I've never liked stimulants.
Coming here brings back memories. I still miss wesmdow from time to time. I've found that friendships are more difficult to cultivate as you grow older, and it's partly because experience with poor friends raises your standards.