mate you just love writing long replys dont ya.
yea i go past ringwood nearly everyday, fucking love the graphers there, got some skill
and yea you have to think with your head and not your dick we've all made that mistake.
It's good to know that your on a good track at the moment, It's so easy to get back into bad habits though so watch yourself.
and its great that you gave up the cigs that can be killer hard. but your body thanks you for it in the long run.
and it's always great when you've got some one around that isn't into drugs and can help you through bad times.
but yea your very inspirational, but shit you gotta be careful with the pills aii.
that xanax story scares the shit outta me lol, you should be happy your still able to be breathing right now.
and to the nitraz, like i said it's pretty hard for me to get my hands on pills, with is lucky for me because im an addictive type, ive gone for 4 days without bud and i feel like shooting myself, i even went to 'smoke dreams' in the city to pick up some legal marijuana alternative which has just made me want bud even more.
i hope you keep of the b's, and stay healthy mate!
have a good one.
lol ye i duno why , i neva used to really write long replys , but i rarely come on here anymore , dont have net hookd up where im staying atm yet, wich is good in a way, i just use it at mums or mates houses or mobile fb
wich graffers? i know a shitload of writers from this side , unfortunately thats the kinda crowd im stuck in , well WAS , like some blokes can be alright , but half the crews are just fucktards who bomb n really have no talent, just do throwys n runups etc
people gettin stabbed etc just for knowing certain ppl or writing on a wall is just stupid imo , iv never graffed myself , only in the last maybe 2 weeks iv been gettin good at sketching , had to totally change style but its working for me , plus one of my best mates , who happens to be one of the best writers this side of melbourne even is impressed , so i must be doin sumfin right lol he paints all around the world , hes in europe atm , just got back from japan. fuck he had sum funny stories from that place
and yeh livin with this chicks been great for me , shes my temp wifey as she says lol shes got a decent few years on me though, wich is betta , me n younger chicks just dont work.. there is a cpl of others living there but they do theyr own thing , dont really get along , i think theyr jealous because i get along better with her then they do n we share the same room etc ah well , fuck em , they can imagine what they want , we pretend and make sounds like we`re rooting just to fuck with theyr heads while theyr glued to theyr ps3 lol
n ye i am lucky , i literally prayed to god the first time (the bad one) it happened , that i wouldnt die , and id stop abusing these drugs that im lucky
to get scripted in the first place , ppl think i still abuse them because of my ridiculous dose , but its all tolerance , wich will eventually go down , on day 2 of tapering down , havent had todays dose yet , well i had the methadone at 9am while it was peak hour ( didnt wana get busted drivin unreg again) my cars fair cop bait n im abit of a hoon , but who isnt when theyr behind the wheel of a ballsy car
yeh quittin bud can be very head fucking , just try keep urself occupied , i smoked like a chimney for around 5 years up until i started hangin around alot with a non smoker in january , n after 2 weeks id noticed id prety much cut down to 1/4 of what id usually smoke , then eventually stopped alltogether
tho il still have a few pippas once in a blue moon if my minds in the right place
its just the first 4 or 5 days that are a cunt , but yeh , the key to quittin bud
i rekon is just find something to replace it , not a drug , some activity or go see a friend or some shit ..
Captain Heroin - iv neva had clonaz, that i know of anyway , whats it like compared to alprazolam ??
my boss's mrs , well one of his mrs's (yes hes a naughty naughty boy, hes engaged to another, typical player ) rekns ativan is a good all round benzo , iv had it but not in decent enuff dose to feel much of an effect
