Chance1214
Greenlighter
Hey guys! i'm Brittany, 24, found this website browsing the internet the other night looking for something just to help me out with my addiction issues that are sucking up some of my life that i dont wanna waste one bit! my stories kinda a long one im sure none of u feel like reading it on the inro page!! but basically truth is all the pills i take are prescribed, i got an anxiety disorder which enabled a seratonin imbalance insomnia and adhd plus fuckn migraines damn genetics! (plus damn asthma blah) and prescribed vicodin on and off from hockey injury (surprisingly not addicted to those) yes ice!! and no not a lesbian! not that i have a problem have many homosexual friends! 
anyways so im prescribed ssris, ativan, ritalin (then the migrain meds etc) ritalin is my downfall in the doses the doc prescribed me im fine it works great i mean when i started them my grades went up an entire letter grade; im oen of those really bad test takers just cant concentrate but very well read and very smart just cant concentrate and need the meds ya know? buuut one day my roomie frosh year of college goes let try snorting one worst idea ever well that was like 3 years ago ive been doing that on and off at one point holding amazing jobs and school work and doing about 100mg snorting a day ... now much lower amounts not every day on and off and honestly i dont enjoy it it makes me feel like freakin hell... well thats the very short version of my addiction issues!! i need to get off of it bc i have so much in front of me right now grad schools im trying to go to in NY and perhaps Israel where i really want to go for what i want to do for a living but i cant do this with this problem, bc when i do it it completely fucks me up and incapacitates me. i just have a lot going for me ya know and just need some help and support if theres anyone out there that can maybe guide me to the right threads perhaps? that would be wonderful besides my addiction crap i am an out going fun loving sarcastic optimistic woman who loves being with her sidekick pooch Chance the best man in my life and loves to travel look on the brightside of all the shit in my life lol im sure some of u could understand well i'm sure i rambled enough!! jeeze never just came out and said all of this i guesss sooooo nice to meet ya guys and looking foward to talking to ya guys more soon n thanks for hearing m out ![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
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anyways so im prescribed ssris, ativan, ritalin (then the migrain meds etc) ritalin is my downfall in the doses the doc prescribed me im fine it works great i mean when i started them my grades went up an entire letter grade; im oen of those really bad test takers just cant concentrate but very well read and very smart just cant concentrate and need the meds ya know? buuut one day my roomie frosh year of college goes let try snorting one worst idea ever well that was like 3 years ago ive been doing that on and off at one point holding amazing jobs and school work and doing about 100mg snorting a day ... now much lower amounts not every day on and off and honestly i dont enjoy it it makes me feel like freakin hell... well thats the very short version of my addiction issues!! i need to get off of it bc i have so much in front of me right now grad schools im trying to go to in NY and perhaps Israel where i really want to go for what i want to do for a living but i cant do this with this problem, bc when i do it it completely fucks me up and incapacitates me. i just have a lot going for me ya know and just need some help and support if theres anyone out there that can maybe guide me to the right threads perhaps? that would be wonderful besides my addiction crap i am an out going fun loving sarcastic optimistic woman who loves being with her sidekick pooch Chance the best man in my life and loves to travel look on the brightside of all the shit in my life lol im sure some of u could understand well i'm sure i rambled enough!! jeeze never just came out and said all of this i guesss sooooo nice to meet ya guys and looking foward to talking to ya guys more soon n thanks for hearing m out -- B
