Hello everyone out there. I'm new to the site but have read a lot on it many time before. I'm an active drug user. I enjoy snorting cocaine, taking E tabs, love real MDMA when I can find it, n I have recently started to eat meth. I wasn't always a druggie, actually up until 3 years ago I maybe did drugs once a year if that n that's like a joint or coco puff. My parents where huge drug addicts n abandon my brothers n I so I tried my best to keep clear of drugs. But 3 years ago 3 of my very close family members died. 1st my favorite uncle whom I was attached to emotionally like a father figure. 2nd my dad( exactly 1 week after my uncle, they were close brothers, lived together, they had a death packed) whom I got attached to since my mom passed away in 2001. 3rd My grandmother( a month after my dad) but I called her mom cause she raised me n my brothers since birth right from the hospital. They all died within the same month. Also as this is all happening my family life falls apart too. The father of my children n common law of 8 yrs cheats on me as I'm in the process of burying my uncle n dad. Like WOW WTF did I ever do in my life to deserve that kind of bad luck? or was it?
Well looking at it from where I am now.....It was a blessing in disguise.
All the events that happened after have lead my to the life I have now. I love it most days lol.
Well looking at it from where I am now.....It was a blessing in disguise.
All the events that happened after have lead my to the life I have now. I love it most days lol.

