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Angel222

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May 11, 2011
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Hello everyone out there. I'm new to the site but have read a lot on it many time before. I'm an active drug user. I enjoy snorting cocaine, taking E tabs, love real MDMA when I can find it, n I have recently started to eat meth. I wasn't always a druggie, actually up until 3 years ago I maybe did drugs once a year if that n that's like a joint or coco puff. My parents where huge drug addicts n abandon my brothers n I so I tried my best to keep clear of drugs. But 3 years ago 3 of my very close family members died. 1st my favorite uncle whom I was attached to emotionally like a father figure. 2nd my dad( exactly 1 week after my uncle, they were close brothers, lived together, they had a death packed) whom I got attached to since my mom passed away in 2001. 3rd My grandmother( a month after my dad) but I called her mom cause she raised me n my brothers since birth right from the hospital. They all died within the same month. Also as this is all happening my family life falls apart too. The father of my children n common law of 8 yrs cheats on me as I'm in the process of burying my uncle n dad. Like WOW WTF did I ever do in my life to deserve that kind of bad luck? or was it?
Well looking at it from where I am now.....It was a blessing in disguise.
All the events that happened after have lead my to the life I have now. I love it most days lol.
 
Hey great intro! Thanks for sharing so much with us...it really helps us get to know you.
By the way I love your quote..."Life's a bitch and then you die, So fuck the world, LETS ALL GET HIGH!" Made me smile :)

Welcome to Bluelight!
 
thnks for that personal insight to your life,is amazng the different walks of life people can have,the ups and downs...and only to end up here,on BL-vent all you want ,ask all you want and share all you want.someonehere will lend you an ear..
Dont consider yiurself a druggie! Its an outdated wird that elderly people use to generalise a stereotype.. Both you and i,and everyine else who uses deserve more than that.

Ho.d your head high.what uve gone through has made u who u are..cherrish it,although not always positive,and learn to feed off it.

You'll fit in nicely here.

Glad to have you,and look forward to a chun wag(chat) with u latet

welcome,chin up and all the best.stay safe.
 
Welcome to Bluelight!

I am so sorry to hear that he cheated on you at such a horrible time. :(

Just try to remember you wouldn't have actually enjoyed him cheating on you at all, ever.

Sometimes when a couple is going through unique things (one partner is grieving, and the other isn't) - one of them may not be as understanding. Maybe he's never lost anyone close to him so he doesn't know what you must have been going through, and so on.

There are still millions of better guys out there anyways though, just find a new one. :D
 
Welcome to bluelight :D are you in the service or your spouse? I only ask because it says air base for location... anyway mdma is one of my personal favorites... I always liked coke too but don't do it much anymore... my girl waas dilaudid lol... I've never liked meth much... fucks up my thought process... makes me think and do stupid shit lol....
 
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