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Bupe New wd new questions...

No_more_evry_monday

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Hey guys i hope you all are doing good.. i got few questions about kindeling? Effect and also about fuckup i did to my wd so far...
I jumped ct month and 3 weaks ago (1.7) and inbetween those those days i sadly relapsed 4 times xd first relapse was 2 days usage 4-8mg per day ,seconed relapse was 5 fucking days also 4-8mg :( then 2 other relapses were 1 day only fuckups so basicly in 1month and 3weeks i was on bupe for 7,8 days in total.
im helping myself with tramadol,pregabalin xanax and diaz on most days im "clean" (mixing em up to avoid addiction) problem is and this is also kinda a question.. after few days of not taking confort meds i go back to wd symptoms (and its not just mental agony like insomnia) im also blessed with consta shiting.. i started to be fucking alergic to any wd symptom by now and im not sure how tf do i pull this off... also what damage did i do with those 7 or 8 days of bup use to my wd and if i go ct how long of a ride am i in ?
 
My life kinda picked it self up , angel fell into my lap and this is most motivation i had in a while (also didnt meet her before quiting whitch is gr8), planing on going back to work next week and i truly dont know how il be able to fucking work sober when i canot be sober doing nothing/having fun even
 
Started thinking to switch on h (here where i live its still good ) and then jump in the wd again... if i go this route how long will i have to smoke h to override this long acting nasty wd / i know h will be even tougher but when you can knock your self out with other shit and be done with wd after week or 2 it seems alot better then this fucking torture
 
Hey buddy. My advice would be not to think about working right now. You can make your own decisions but it is unlikely that it will work out positively with your head in the state it is.

You need to get yourself under control before trying to start working. If you can't be sober you're not going to be able to work.

People can have good intentions and still walk into failure.

The way kindling works with Opioids is more or less, 2-3 days of consistent usage is enough for most chronic users to filly reinstate the withdrawal process.

You have to lean on your comfort medication as much as possible. Its easy to completely restart so you can't have any Opioids during the wd process.
 
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