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Hello blue light et al.

You can call me AD.

I have reached the stage and age where it is now my turn to share some stories. I am looking forward to connecting with kind folks and continuing to explore life.

My primary area of interest is psychedelics & nootropics

I will be as open as I am comfortable, as I continue to figure out how to navigate this forum thing.

If anyone ever needs someone, you can count on me to be a non judgemental, active listener.

Thank you for having me, thank you for being you.

Forever grateful

-AD
 
Share your stories, do! Have a great time! Welcome, welcome, welcome!

Anything you need just ask.
 
Share your stories, do! Have a great time! Welcome, welcome, welcome!

Anything you need just ask.
Hoping something I have learned along the way can help an other if there is such a thing.

I’ll give a brief overview here and if anyone wants individual trip reports I can start compiling them on the trip report side of the forum.

My first experiences were with Salvia Divinorum extract (30x); I was 15/16 years old - all my friends told me it was “legal cannabis” and being in an extremely conservative household, I figured why break the law when I’ve got the power of salvia on my side. I worked with the material, every evening, for a period of ~6 months before I finally worked the courage up to try pot! Boy was I surprised! I put salvia down at that point and became a daily smoker. I went to university in Manhattan, NY when I was 18; and within the first week I was told “if you like weed, you’ll love mushrooms”.

That experience (3.5g in an “end of day” dealers bag mix of bits and pieces of pills, a small amount of mystery powder, and some little pieces of paper) was fundamentally life altering - what I saw led me to destabilization and ultimately finding “my way”. I dropped out and did a 360.

A calendar year later, back at uni; I experienced LSD fully and wholly.

I dropped out again, spiraled, began abusing OTC and prescription medications and the people and spaces around me. I had an accident around that time that resulted in the fracture of my skull and a TBI. My life would never be the same, my decisions had cost me nearly every relationship I had at that time.

One night, I decided to flip a coin, heads or tails would decide if I was going to paint the walls of my apartment with my dura mater, and then an idea. What if, instead of blowing my brain out physically…I did so chemically?

My neighbor at the time was growing mushrooms and I had pounds drying on my kitchen table.

I ate somewhere between 30-60 grams of mushrooms that night (dry equivalent) as what I had actually eaten was 120 grams of still wet, but drying down…. I say 30-60 because I had set aside 240grams of wet aborts that had been drying for approximately 24 hours, of which I ate 120g and left the resultant 120g to dry; anticipating that both would ultimately dry down to 12g or so (10% of wet weight).

I was reborn, by the end of the week a friendly bear I had never met before dropped by with a 10 strip saying only “I live down the road, I’ve got something I think you’ll like, here’s how I Iike to do it”

Two weeks later, that remaining 120g pile of aborts dried to a cracker dry 60g.

And the rest, is history.

If any of that interests you or anyone else, lmk. I can go into detail (names and locations changed of course) about any of it (within reason of course) - this is all well over a decade ago now.

Thanks for being kind, thanks for being you.

♾️ ❤️ 💡
 
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Hey whatever the fuck your username is, it's whatever I chose for my name. Fuuuuck I chose you because of your display Pic and how nice dead heads are. How are you? Do you want a sticker? I've been holding down a job for almost a year and I'm pretty sure I just talked the cops into not coming here. It's 1:53am and she is a whore. But what's new with you? BTW its my dream job no shit lol
 
Interesting username, do you mind if call 'whatever the fuck"? Just kidding. hey glad you are here. You know what they say about new blue light members?
 
Hey whatever the fuck your username is, it's whatever I chose for my name. Fuuuuck I chose you because of your display Pic and how nice dead heads are. How are you? Do you want a sticker? I've been holding down a job for almost a year and I'm pretty sure I just talked the cops into not coming here. It's 1:53am and she is a whore. But what's new with you? BTW its my dream job no shit lol
John Joseph Jingleheimer Schmidt?!

What do you do for work?
 
Interesting username, do you mind if call 'whatever the fuck"? Just kidding. hey glad you are here. You know what they say about new blue light members?

Bahaha thanks, yeah - call me whatever; “I am who I am” - some people call me Age, or AD, or 80.

Thanks for the tunes, excellent soundtrack for a rainy morning.

And yes, it appears I have come full circle and reached my final form, I remember this site from back when I was reading Erowid Trip reports, back when it was still .ru

Thanks for the warm welcome
 
Bahaha thanks, yeah - call me whatever; “I am who I am” - some people call me Age, or AD, or 80.

Thanks for the tunes, excellent soundtrack for a rainy morning.

And yes, it appears I have come full circle and reached my final form, I remember this site from back when I was reading Erowid Trip reports, back when it was still .ru

Thanks for the warm welcome

and reached my final form,
That's debatable
 
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