Water-Lily
Greenlighter
Hello everyone,
I am a female, 23 years old from Canada.
My life can be summarized as:
Too Many Psychiatric Diagnoses - Lifelong and/or Chronic
Including Substance Abuse, obviously
I've been an addict for a decade now. It's one of my main coping mechanism (the other being a chronic Eating Disorder which started a decade ago as well) to cope with life as a Borderline Personality Disorder self-called freak (and other disorders). I don't really know why I exist or why I play this futile game of "conformity/formalities/norms/being politically correct". My social "cover" does not represent who I am: bitter, cynical, merciless, uncontainable, and boundless. I've done a lot of things wrong and I'm a sinner [note: I'm not religious), but I don't regret those things, I regret all the things I've done for the wrong people. I've spent my life caring for other people, listening, soothing, solving, saving sometimes. But I remain hollow, grim and lost. Time passes and I'm still the same/insane.
I’ve been looking up information on this website for a long while now, with a single intent: Harm reduction. I’m an addict, and I don’t plan on stopping, but I want to avoid any unnecessary damage. I am here to contribute with the knowledge and experience that I have, and also to keep on educating myself (Harm reduction!) and seeking information on: Dosage, Unfamiliar Drugs, Combinations, and Routes of Administration.
To conclude, although I have experimented with a lot of different drugs, I do have some strong preferences (Amphetamines [Not meth] and Cocaine[ IV’d], followed by LSD.
My interests are: Relentless Research on a Particular Subject that Interests Me, Psychology, Reading, Gaming, Watching Series/Movies/Anime
I am friendly, and always happy chat and meet new people so don't hesitate to PM me.
I am a female, 23 years old from Canada.
My life can be summarized as:
Too Many Psychiatric Diagnoses - Lifelong and/or Chronic
Including Substance Abuse, obviously
I've been an addict for a decade now. It's one of my main coping mechanism (the other being a chronic Eating Disorder which started a decade ago as well) to cope with life as a Borderline Personality Disorder self-called freak (and other disorders). I don't really know why I exist or why I play this futile game of "conformity/formalities/norms/being politically correct". My social "cover" does not represent who I am: bitter, cynical, merciless, uncontainable, and boundless. I've done a lot of things wrong and I'm a sinner [note: I'm not religious), but I don't regret those things, I regret all the things I've done for the wrong people. I've spent my life caring for other people, listening, soothing, solving, saving sometimes. But I remain hollow, grim and lost. Time passes and I'm still the same/insane.
I’ve been looking up information on this website for a long while now, with a single intent: Harm reduction. I’m an addict, and I don’t plan on stopping, but I want to avoid any unnecessary damage. I am here to contribute with the knowledge and experience that I have, and also to keep on educating myself (Harm reduction!) and seeking information on: Dosage, Unfamiliar Drugs, Combinations, and Routes of Administration.
To conclude, although I have experimented with a lot of different drugs, I do have some strong preferences (Amphetamines [Not meth] and Cocaine[ IV’d], followed by LSD.
My interests are: Relentless Research on a Particular Subject that Interests Me, Psychology, Reading, Gaming, Watching Series/Movies/Anime
I am friendly, and always happy chat and meet new people so don't hesitate to PM me.
