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stud_8745

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Looking for some help. I am having to face the facts of my problem, and not sure what forum to post the story, and get some opinions. I have a narcotic, benzo and alcohol addiction.


I need help.
 
Not new to trouble and drugs, just new here. I am dealing with a probation officer from whom there's no escape.
 
Welcome to Bluelight.. (I've actually been on here and active over 10 years!) ...Browse around as you came to the right place. Check out "the dark side" or the "addiction" forums to gather other's experiences and to share your own.... Also check out the "sobriety" thread and just do some lurking. If you think you're addictions are bad, the "drug culture" forum has some pretty heroic threads documenting people's daily use (including my own ;-))

Enjoy. and I have a benzo addiction too...feel free to private message me.
 
I am new to this site also!( this is actually my first posting!) I am where you are, so if nothing else, this place proves that your not alone in this! I have been battling drug addiction for over 20 years now. I have been through most nofnthe bull that comes along with it..legal trouble...losing family......disappointing EVERYONE...losing my home, cars, jobs...you name it! I finally came to a wonderful, happy, damn near PERFECT place in my life....met the love of my life (at 42 yrs old!) Spent 5 awesome years with him, we helped each other fight our drug problems and did very well, it took time, and of course there were plenty of slip ups, but we worked together and got past the slip ups.... together! We did a great job working the drugs out of our lives. We didn't "co-sign" for each others drug use....we honestly worked as a team to work them out of our lives...we even went almost 2 yes once with out a slip up!!!! Before we got together, we were both every day users and big users at that....so it took time and mistakes and falling off, but we always got back on the wagon together....then in Sept he very suddenly and unexpectedly passed away. (NOT an overdose) and now I'm working myself right back where I was before I met him!!!! So I understand being afraid!!!! I hope we can all find some help here! Good luck and If there's any question I can possibly answer to help you through your situation... Please ask and I'll try!
 
Bearlove said:
Hi there and welcome to the site,

We have a sober living section here where you can talk to people that are in the same position or that have been in that position and are now living sober (day to day).

We have a section called 'the dark side' here where you are more than welcome to get your worries off your chest, discuss any problems your having etc.

I hope those two sections are of use to you - if you feel like you just need a bit of a breather from it all we have a social section which is a lighthearted general chat section.

Good luck and if you have any problems navigating around the site or unsure what to do please ask and somebody will help you.

Bear
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You have made a few threads - this was my earlier reply, I will close your duplicated thread
 
my son just died of an overdose.....we had a 4 year battle that we sadly just lost. If you need to talk, advice ect you can email me. He just could not get the opiates out of his mind. We tried everything and he had everything, was just born gifted. I dont know if i ever understood the whys and hows of it but i know that he knew he could die and it did matter but he could not stop completely.
 
Too late said:
my son just died of an overdose.....we had a 4 year battle that we sadly just lost. If you need to talk, advice ect you can email me. He just could not get the opiates out of his mind. We tried everything and he had everything, was just born gifted. I dont know if i ever understood the whys and hows of it but i know that he knew he could die and it did matter but he could not stop completely.
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I struggle with words on these kinds of post. What 'should' we have done - Meaningless really at this stage.
 
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