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[Jenna11713]

I know but I think I’m just as addicted to the needle and the process as the drug! Both my addictions I started off straight to the needle and now it’s become the only way I will do it, like if people are smoking it etc I don’t have any type thing, I actually like the process of injecting just as much as the drug!

 

[Jabberwocky]

I know but I think I’m just as addicted to the needle and the process as the drug! Both my addictions I started off straight to the needle and now it’s become the only way I will do it, like if people are smoking it etc I don’t have any type thing, I actually like the process of injecting just as much as the drug!

I know what you mean. I often actually turn down a smoke because only the needle works. I remember when i was getting clean from IV coke and they put me on antipsychotics - zyprexa wafers - and I so nearly tried to dissolve and shoot them up. Fucking madness,

Unfortunately no rehabs or recovery programs I’ve ever heard of address the needle fetish at all.

 

[Jenna11713]

I am the same , I used to shoot my subutex etc, it’s ridiculous, but yes I don’t like the taste of smoking it and to be honest I don’t really know how to do it so I never join in with that. I will literally wait if I’m somewhere I can’t IV for hours sometimes! It’s definitely part of the addiction.

 

[Jabberwocky]

I clean out my cooker like 3 times before dropping the needle.

It's a problem but i'm working on it.