New Girl!

[apollosunshine]

So I've never posted in a forum before, never been a member of a site like this..
I'm a mental health professional, I'm very spiritual and healthy... I've done lots of drugs to elevate my consciousness.. mushrooms many times, acid, MDMA, weed of course, just tried K for the first time last weekend..
anywho..
My ex boyfriend came to visit me from Colorado and brought his friend Dmitri to me. I've always been interested in meeting him but haven't had the opportunity to do, except once at Bonnaroo (which was bunk). He went home yesterday and I was by myself in my apartment and after reading about it all day I decided to give it a whirl. I prepared my room, laid on my bed, did a sandwich method in the bong.. did a small line of k beforehand to ease into it and ripped away and.......

I.. can't.. even...


I died.

I seriously don't even know what to say. I definitely died. and I came back. For some reason I was okay with it.. but oh. my. god. Craziest thing I have ever been thru times a BILLION. My first thought on coming back was "I'm never f'n doing that again".. but I have so much left. Wow. I definitely did too much to enjoy it really, so heed my warning. START LOW. I started at 100 mg and basically had a complete ego death within 5 seconds of inhaling.

That's it.

 

[xxxyyy]

well, welcome aboard. while i've done shit like shrooms and acid too many times to count DMT still scares the shit out of me since my first (and only) pharmahuasca trip which was... well intense is the wrong word. i don't even think there is a word for it. pretty similar to what you describe but stretched over a really long period of time, aeons and aeons in my mind.
protip: smoke a tenth of what you smoked and for extra security eat a 2mg bar of xanax 45mins before

 

[JoshE]

Interesting intro man.

Welcome to Bluelight! Please be sure to read the BLUA and Greenlighter's Guide. If you have any questions after that, feel free to PM

~JoshE

 

[effie]

Hi there! Mental health professional, awesome great to have you here!

If you fancy using your knowledge to help others, check out The Dark Side forum - it's a place of sanctuary for people having difficulties (mental health problems addiction, any emotional difficulties really..) It's a fantastic, supportive place and it's great to have knowledgeable people in there helping out! Only if you fancy it though, of course

Sounds like you are more into psychedelic drugs, so that forum would be a good place to take a look at. I am also currently advertising [URL=""http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/forums/16-Basic-Drug-Discussion]Basic Drug Discussion[/URL] (BDD) which is a great place to start - it's the current featured forum, check out the sticky at the top of this forum for more info. We don't cover questions on psychedelics, ecstasy or cannabis though unfortunately as they all have their own dedicated forums. However, as well as helping to answering any questions you might have, we also have a friendly social thread for getting to know your fellow BLers, and a "fact of the month" competition where you can win a custom title for a month plus widespread respect and admiration :D The current topic is fascinating/funny/useful facts about stimulants or uppers - post your entry in our social thread for a chance to win!

Hope you enjoy BL!

 

[n3ophy7e]

Hi apollosunshine, what an intro! Welcome to Bluelight
I'd like to reiterate what effie said above, if you're interested in having a browse through The Dark Side forum I think you'd find a thing or two in there that would interest you. It's a subforum of Bluelight that basically caters for all things "mental health", whether it's addiction, psychiatric disturbances caused by drug use/abuse, pre-existing psychopathology, or anything else related to mental health.

Regardless, glad to hear you had an interesting and educational experience with DMT, enjoy your time on Bluelight!

 

[xbandit07x]

you go girl

 

[MotoT450]

Hello . Welcome