---- Bio/Story/ who I am V
Hey there, name's Evan, but unless we are both on a firstname bases call me Critz which is my gaming handle I am 28 years old, I live in Florida near Tampa. My wife
lives' in the Philippines near Metro Cebu, and I plan on moving there in 2022. I LOVE VIDEO GAMES, I ride motorcycles, and I love rock and metal music from 1980s to today. I listen to other genre's too. I am a Super Kind, laid back, and sweet mannered guy. Someone everyone of your mother's would meet and say aw that guy is really nice or sweet or a good guy. Full of myself there I know, but it will be the only time just to make my point clear

I am a sort of, but not 100 %true recovering addict , because It's a lie to say I am sober, but I am sober by my standard's and its truly amazing where I am at in life now. I turned into an addict originally being introduced to Hydromorphone 8s and IVing them and Oxycodone at 17 years old not knowing what I was actually doing to myself or life thinking it was a one off thing.. I escalated my use very quickly and was selling everything I ever owned, homeless, rehab, being robbed, attacked then totaling 6
cars by the Time I was 24. TWO IN ONE DAY MIND YOU, the RENTAL IMMEDIATELY AFTER ARHGHH. NEVER WAS ARRESTED, and I lived in a halfway house for a year and I was the only one there that did not have a record. Never stole from others, and never attacked anyone except out of self defense.
I have been to rehab 3
(maybe 4 I forget) times. At 22 My addiction changed into smoking Cracked Cocaine. Finally on April 21 2017 I almost killed myself crashing my car losing control and flying over 4 lanes of a "divided by a grass median" road with a 50mph limit. I ran into a road barrier blocking a 10ft drop into a swamp. My Air bag didn't Deploy.. I escape with a simple concussion. Went to rehab the last time 3 days later begging my parents for one last chance to prove my desire to improve my life, and well here I am almost 2years of being "sober from being out of control, and ABSOLUTELY no IV ing opiates or cracked cocaine"
Last relapse was on heroine in May 2019, with my friend from a halfway house we lived in. He stayed with me to finish drug court and 2 days off supervision we both convince each other to get some Heroine. By July, I lost my apartment, went back to my parent's one final time which is where I am right now. Kevin died August 2020, of an OD someone left him in a motel room in Largo/clearwater Florida, and ditched when it happened. FL HAS LAWS PROTECTING YOU if you call in an OD and even if you are carrying. You should still hide your shit, if this is you in a similar situation because it'll be confiscated, but you won't get a record or arrested.
I will occasionally drink, smoke weed, I am prescribed subs and almost off them completely. I also am prescribed Adderall 20mgs and I love them. MY curse drug up next Remeron (mirtazapine, for sleep trying to quit rehab put me on it and I CANT beat the insomnia) and I occasionally buy Crystal to supplement the Adderall, and take small micro doses orally twice a month. LOVE cocaine, love Excstasy but impossible to find no one ever has it, and my circle is small now just a couple of well established shops. LOVE smoking Crack/Meth, but I avoid doing this at all costs or my life is ruined.. And my fav drug of all is Hydromorphone's (Dilaudids) via IV. I caught Hep c back in 2011 and was cured via Harvoni in 2014 still clear as of a blood test in 2020. The rush is radical.
***but as I've said most of this is behind me, just crystal orally, My prescribed ADD meds, and ex or coke if I ever find it for a once every 3 to 6 months type deal. ANYWAYS
Lastly, I am an Accountant and will have my Bachelor's in December, I was a high school valedictorian, Deans lister for my college 13/13 quarters so far (I suck at writing skills, English and grammar I am a number's guy so this lil fact about me is not a lie, I am just grammatically inept). No one expected me to turn to drugs when I was younger, I suffered from Anxiety and Major depression and my emotional growth was delayed as a teen. And well HERE WE ARE
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EDIT** There is so much more to my story, and if anyone has any questions, It's just so hard to condense it all into one post, I could write a book about 2008 to 2018, I came from a life of privilege and everything handed to me, to spitting in that life's face and ruining it, but now back to a close version of what it should have been. I wasn't educated enough on what I was doing to myself at 17 and truly the mentality I can do this a few time's just to have experienced everything led me down the dark abyss, and I never enjoyed being an addict after the first month. I did not want to be one and tried getting sustainably in control over and over again for years. Otherwise I am a super nice guy, who outside of lying about use lives by a 100% honesty policy. I am very in touch with my emotions/ sensitive to them (my wife used to joke asking if I was gay lol) I have deep feelings of love for my family, my wife , and all friends who come into my life, Online through videogames, In real life, or otherwise!
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Hey there, name's Evan, but unless we are both on a firstname bases call me Critz which is my gaming handle I am 28 years old, I live in Florida near Tampa. My wife




I am a sort of, but not 100 %true recovering addict , because It's a lie to say I am sober, but I am sober by my standard's and its truly amazing where I am at in life now. I turned into an addict originally being introduced to Hydromorphone 8s and IVing them and Oxycodone at 17 years old not knowing what I was actually doing to myself or life thinking it was a one off thing.. I escalated my use very quickly and was selling everything I ever owned, homeless, rehab, being robbed, attacked then totaling 6


I have been to rehab 3



I will occasionally drink, smoke weed, I am prescribed subs and almost off them completely. I also am prescribed Adderall 20mgs and I love them. MY curse drug up next Remeron (mirtazapine, for sleep trying to quit rehab put me on it and I CANT beat the insomnia) and I occasionally buy Crystal to supplement the Adderall, and take small micro doses orally twice a month. LOVE cocaine, love Excstasy but impossible to find no one ever has it, and my circle is small now just a couple of well established shops. LOVE smoking Crack/Meth, but I avoid doing this at all costs or my life is ruined.. And my fav drug of all is Hydromorphone's (Dilaudids) via IV. I caught Hep c back in 2011 and was cured via Harvoni in 2014 still clear as of a blood test in 2020. The rush is radical.
***but as I've said most of this is behind me, just crystal orally, My prescribed ADD meds, and ex or coke if I ever find it for a once every 3 to 6 months type deal. ANYWAYS
Lastly, I am an Accountant and will have my Bachelor's in December, I was a high school valedictorian, Deans lister for my college 13/13 quarters so far (I suck at writing skills, English and grammar I am a number's guy so this lil fact about me is not a lie, I am just grammatically inept). No one expected me to turn to drugs when I was younger, I suffered from Anxiety and Major depression and my emotional growth was delayed as a teen. And well HERE WE ARE



EDIT** There is so much more to my story, and if anyone has any questions, It's just so hard to condense it all into one post, I could write a book about 2008 to 2018, I came from a life of privilege and everything handed to me, to spitting in that life's face and ruining it, but now back to a close version of what it should have been. I wasn't educated enough on what I was doing to myself at 17 and truly the mentality I can do this a few time's just to have experienced everything led me down the dark abyss, and I never enjoyed being an addict after the first month. I did not want to be one and tried getting sustainably in control over and over again for years. Otherwise I am a super nice guy, who outside of lying about use lives by a 100% honesty policy. I am very in touch with my emotions/ sensitive to them (my wife used to joke asking if I was gay lol) I have deep feelings of love for my family, my wife , and all friends who come into my life, Online through videogames, In real life, or otherwise!
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