Never came back after this experience I dont know whats wrong

[ddabs]

so I will try to keep this short.. I had the most intense out of body experience ever last weekend...I had crazy euphoria like never before..I left the club.. about and hour thru the 2 hour drive shit started to go really bad.. I couldnt swallow.. I was over tired and I had to drive and I was panicking....I was ALL numb, all tingly.the tip of my nose was completely numb so I pulled into a random gas station and had to contain myself.. I think I had a anxiety attack but I dont know..I had the worst time of my life ever trying to get home.. I never had a comedown from this roll... Ive just been in this haze since last sunday..All my emotions are extremely dulled.. no happy, no sad, I dont feel music I just hear it .. myself is not here. Im kindof here. but not all the way. Is this depersonalization? does anyone know what happened to me?
I was rolling ALOT before this :/ im scared that its bad damage becuase nothing like this has happened to me before

 

[bluedusk]

To me it sounds like you just had a really bad anxiety and panic attack, It's happened to me on other psychedelic drugs, unable to swallow, breathing out of wack, numbness (for me it's in my back,chest and head). There is also the 'possibility' you had a drug like meth in your roll, which MIGHT explain you being down afterwards but probably not the best answer. More than likely you just had a stress reaction from your panic attack though, It might take a couple days or even a couple weeks to readjust yourself, but that is just how it was for me.

 

[Bearlove]

You had an anxiety attack - it takes time to recover.

Can you imagine the experience if you had hit and killed somebody as you were stupid/reckless enough to drive around when high. I personally hate it when people will put the lives of other people at risk simply for the sake of getting high. Idiots!

 

[ddabs]

You had an anxiety attack - it takes time to recover.

Can you imagine the experience if you had hit and killed somebody as you were stupid/reckless enough to drive around when high. I personally hate it when people will put the lives of other people at risk simply for the sake of getting high. Idiots!

I'm a very, very good driver.. and I've never doubted my ability to drive until this time... I had done this particular drive at least 10 times, Im my defense, and I stopped and contemplated staying at a hotel...I thought I was going to end up in a hospital.. I was freaking out and just wanted to be home in my bed I put people at risk becuase of me being high... but not for the sake. and seriously the first drive hour home was perfectly fine..sunrise and all... thank you guys I did not know that it takes a while to recover form something like an anxiety attack. I found my answer.

 

[granddrag187]

I'm a very, very good driver.. and I've never doubted my ability to drive until this time... I had done this particular drive at least 10 times, Im my defense, and I stopped and contemplated staying at a hotel...I thought I was going to end up in a hospital.. I was freaking out and just wanted to be home in my bed I put people at risk becuase of me being high... but not for the sake. and seriously the first drive hour home was perfectly fine..sunrise and all... thank you guys I did not know that it takes a while to recover form something like an anxiety attack. I found my answer.

there is no in my defense the bottom line is you where high high=brain working differently no wether or not u can drive like the fricken transporter on thizz u automatically put people at risk let alone children no im not trying to send you on a guilt trip but there is no in my defense u could have hit the wrong pedal barely leaving the club, and try Mary J i had something like this happen to me in December of 08 i smoked some bud and it helps not to think about it and i couldn't eat when it first started the Mj also helped me on that problem

 

[ddabs]

there is no in my defense the bottom line is you where high high=brain working differently no wether or not u can drive like the fricken transporter on thizz u automatically put people at risk let alone children no im not trying to send you on a guilt trip but there is no in my defense u could have hit the wrong pedal barely leaving the club, and try Mary J i had something like this happen to me in December of 08 i smoked some bud and it helps not to think about it and i couldn't eat when it first started the Mj also helped me on that problem

lol children! wtf! that made me feel so bad!! hah ...and that scared me so much Im never driving fucked up like that again so dont worry...... and im always the driver so that sucks& thanks but I smoke weed everyday ......and there are too many sad faces in this post :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D yessss much better

 

[Bsiren]

Before you get even more anxiety worrying about all this, in all likelyhood you will be fine. It's been just over a week- 1 week. You'll see countless threads of people taking 1-3 months to feel "normal" again.

What legit research that we have now, shows that MDMA does NOT cause permanent damage- but long-term effects (up to 3 months).

"Out of body" experiences are associated with ketamine, which shows up frequently in pills. I don't know what you took, and if it was tested.

I've felt horrible after doing MDMA, even when I spaced it out. Horrible to the point I was freaking out and almost ready to post a "what the &%@#$ is going on?" post on here just for comfort.

Give it some time, be patient- you'll make it out of this.

 

[F1n1shed]

I've definitely been in your place and the causes for me were usually rolling then smoking weed soon after. You must give it more time as mdma takes longer to recover from than other drugs. Just know that it WILL get better and it will get fixed.

 

[LADOLCEVITA]

So this summer I took .3mg molly, 2 weeks later 2 pills, and 3 weeks later 2 pills, the last one was 2 days before my roadtrip. I basically felt as is I was in a dream the whole trip, everything I saw was there but I felt so dazed the whole time, and this even went on for 3 more weeks when I got home, I had the worst panic attack of my life, so I know how you are feeling, it's gonna be ok, just take a break, I felt so much better after a 2 month break, I experienced depersonalization because I wasn't giving myself time to recover, I def. have an appreciation for waiting at least 3 weeks in between rolls

 

[bben]

enjoy the brain damage bro, if your one of the lucky few you won't ever come back to normal. Just throwing a taste of reality out there because this does happen to some people including myself. Pray you are not one of those that never comes back.

 

[trainwreckmolly]

you obviously need a long break from any drug use, not just mdma. try to stay sober for as long as you can, and get some exercise. i can't express how important exercise is during times like these. a lot of people will go through what you're experiencing and just lay around in bed or on the couch for a month a feel awful. if you get up and try to be as active as possible, these hard times will pass quicker.