I've been prescribed Adderall IR for about a year and a half now, increasing dosage from 40mg/day to my current 60mg/day. As expected, my tolerance continuously increases to the point that 60mg barely does enough to keep my attention on typing a single e-mail at work anymore.
Of course, few doctors (at least none I've met) will cross the line of prescribing more than that 60mg/day limit. Unfortunately this has forced me to self-medicate on particularly work-intensive days. On these days, I take another 20mg every time my attention and focus slip off into ADHD land.
In my personal life, my girlfriend has always disagreed with the usage of Adderall and other drugs to treat what she thought was just my own form of laziness and carelessness. (In fact, this seems to be the mindset of a lot of non-ADD/ADHD people out there, as I've experienced the discrimination associated with my condition.)
Within the last couple of months, though, my girlfriend now thinks I actually need MORE medication rather than less. On the days I don't take my meds, she says she can barely handle me - I tend to be extremely flighty, forgetful, childish. She's a 5th grade teacher, so she says she spends half her day dealing with the ADHD 12-year-olds only to come home and deal with yet another.
I am going to a specialist today for the first time (usually just seen general doctors before) and I am hoping for a better long-term treatment. I just can't handle living like this forever, and I know I'm breaking the law by taking more than my prescribed dosage on those tougher days. Doubling or even tripling my dosage would probably cure my problem (I know - I've tried it), but few doctors will support that, plus it only does more to raise my tolerance.
Some other things I've tried in the past to help:
One other option that I believe is in the early stages of development is biofeedback training. Any insight on this type of treatment would be greatly appreciated.
Thank you all in advance.
Of course, few doctors (at least none I've met) will cross the line of prescribing more than that 60mg/day limit. Unfortunately this has forced me to self-medicate on particularly work-intensive days. On these days, I take another 20mg every time my attention and focus slip off into ADHD land.
In my personal life, my girlfriend has always disagreed with the usage of Adderall and other drugs to treat what she thought was just my own form of laziness and carelessness. (In fact, this seems to be the mindset of a lot of non-ADD/ADHD people out there, as I've experienced the discrimination associated with my condition.)
Within the last couple of months, though, my girlfriend now thinks I actually need MORE medication rather than less. On the days I don't take my meds, she says she can barely handle me - I tend to be extremely flighty, forgetful, childish. She's a 5th grade teacher, so she says she spends half her day dealing with the ADHD 12-year-olds only to come home and deal with yet another.
I am going to a specialist today for the first time (usually just seen general doctors before) and I am hoping for a better long-term treatment. I just can't handle living like this forever, and I know I'm breaking the law by taking more than my prescribed dosage on those tougher days. Doubling or even tripling my dosage would probably cure my problem (I know - I've tried it), but few doctors will support that, plus it only does more to raise my tolerance.
Some other things I've tried in the past to help:
- Strattera (terrible)
- Ritalin/Concerta (far less effective than amphetamine)
- Dexedrine (I had a low dosage, but it still seemed to have little effect on me)
- Adderall XR (same as my current - just lasts maybe 1 hour longer)
- Vyvanse (pretty decent results, but would build in my system over several days and cause strong anxiety issues)
One other option that I believe is in the early stages of development is biofeedback training. Any insight on this type of treatment would be greatly appreciated.
Thank you all in advance.
