MDPV_Psychosis
Bluelighter
I'm in complete agony right now.
I used to be an mdpv freak... I used it heavily for about six months. I decided to quit using it after a couple of episodes of sever psychosis...
Anyways, that was over 3 years ago and I never touched the stuff since. Decided to give it another go this weekend.
Started about 36 hours ago. I loaded roughly 20mg in my lightbulb vaporizer and vaped a little bit, then I turned on my computer and perved out with plenty of nitrous. Once that first hit hit me... it all came back to me. Before I knew it I was taking hit after hit. I love that feeling.
Did about 300mg spread out over the first 24 hrs... of course, most of that was burned from improper vaporization as I tend to get carried away and loose sight of proper vaporization technique. So who knows how much I actually ingested. Even after 2.5 years I was able to come back to mdpv and be right back where I was before tolerance wise (except I pushed myself further than I ever have tonight).
Over the last 12 hours I hadn't done much mdpv... just a hit or two every couple of hours just to delay the inevitable crash.
I started to notice odd twitches in my body around the 24hr mark... plus, it was incredibly difficult to force my body to do what I wanted it to do. For example, when using the internet, I found myself unable to force my finger onto the track pad... no matter how hard I tried my finger just wouldn't move towards the pad. I could easily move my finger away and do other things with it but as soon as I brought it back to the track pad it would stop. Odd.
Same thing later on when I tried to take another hit of mdpv (shoulda stopped but you know how it goes). I sat there holding the pipe in one hand and the lighter in the other for a good 30 minutes. I just couldn't get my hand with the lighter to actually flick the lighter on... so I sat there for 30 minutes concentrating really hard but unable to finish the task. Finally I snapped out of it and took the damn hit, lol.
So anyways, about an hour ago I was feeling extremely lethargic and my muslces were aching (hadnt eaten anything) but I was nowhere near ready to sleep. I had a lapse of judgement and drank on of those 5 hour energy shooters. Boy did that do the trick. All those b vitamins and the caffeine made me feel on top of the world again.
But now about two hours later I am in agony. I am having these slow motion convulsions about once every 30 seconds or so. My body will just twist slowly one way or another. There is some pain in my extremities from vasoconstriction and my legs are starting to cramp really bad.
I need advice on how to handle this. Unforuntely I did not prepare myself with any benzos (stupid, but I no longer have a phenazepam source and I don't have access to any other benzos). I cannot stomach alcohol at the moment due to incredibly bad heartburn.
I drank two glasses of milk and it seemed to help. Things I have on hand: magnesium supplements, melatonin, and unisom (otc sleep med). I can walk to the store if there is something I can pick up otc that will help (I'm going to look like a lunatic though)
Other than milk I haven't taken anything.
Do you think alcohol will help? I can administer a small amount of gin but I'm too fucked up at the moment to do the proper reseach.
Do any of you bluelighters live near lathrop/stockton ca ? If anyone is up late tonight and has nothing to do I could use some company... badly paranoid and need somebody to talk to.
I used to be an mdpv freak... I used it heavily for about six months. I decided to quit using it after a couple of episodes of sever psychosis...
Anyways, that was over 3 years ago and I never touched the stuff since. Decided to give it another go this weekend.
Started about 36 hours ago. I loaded roughly 20mg in my lightbulb vaporizer and vaped a little bit, then I turned on my computer and perved out with plenty of nitrous. Once that first hit hit me... it all came back to me. Before I knew it I was taking hit after hit. I love that feeling.
Did about 300mg spread out over the first 24 hrs... of course, most of that was burned from improper vaporization as I tend to get carried away and loose sight of proper vaporization technique. So who knows how much I actually ingested. Even after 2.5 years I was able to come back to mdpv and be right back where I was before tolerance wise (except I pushed myself further than I ever have tonight).
Over the last 12 hours I hadn't done much mdpv... just a hit or two every couple of hours just to delay the inevitable crash.
I started to notice odd twitches in my body around the 24hr mark... plus, it was incredibly difficult to force my body to do what I wanted it to do. For example, when using the internet, I found myself unable to force my finger onto the track pad... no matter how hard I tried my finger just wouldn't move towards the pad. I could easily move my finger away and do other things with it but as soon as I brought it back to the track pad it would stop. Odd.
Same thing later on when I tried to take another hit of mdpv (shoulda stopped but you know how it goes). I sat there holding the pipe in one hand and the lighter in the other for a good 30 minutes. I just couldn't get my hand with the lighter to actually flick the lighter on... so I sat there for 30 minutes concentrating really hard but unable to finish the task. Finally I snapped out of it and took the damn hit, lol.
So anyways, about an hour ago I was feeling extremely lethargic and my muslces were aching (hadnt eaten anything) but I was nowhere near ready to sleep. I had a lapse of judgement and drank on of those 5 hour energy shooters. Boy did that do the trick. All those b vitamins and the caffeine made me feel on top of the world again.
But now about two hours later I am in agony. I am having these slow motion convulsions about once every 30 seconds or so. My body will just twist slowly one way or another. There is some pain in my extremities from vasoconstriction and my legs are starting to cramp really bad.
I need advice on how to handle this. Unforuntely I did not prepare myself with any benzos (stupid, but I no longer have a phenazepam source and I don't have access to any other benzos). I cannot stomach alcohol at the moment due to incredibly bad heartburn.
I drank two glasses of milk and it seemed to help. Things I have on hand: magnesium supplements, melatonin, and unisom (otc sleep med). I can walk to the store if there is something I can pick up otc that will help (I'm going to look like a lunatic though)
Other than milk I haven't taken anything.
Do you think alcohol will help? I can administer a small amount of gin but I'm too fucked up at the moment to do the proper reseach.
Do any of you bluelighters live near lathrop/stockton ca ? If anyone is up late tonight and has nothing to do I could use some company... badly paranoid and need somebody to talk to.
That pipe is calling my name as we speak. I need to find me some gbl or benzos and quick.
