skillz~4~thrillz
Bluelighter
sorry to show up and then bail...real life has been a mutha fucker...i'm clean-totally,not by choice but there it is. and i am stuck in this room in this house...no where to go except my shrink and 2nd licensed therapist. i am either dealing w/ my leg or fucking sick as shit. i play the part in NMI and when I need to,but i am lonely...and i don't mind being clean,but i MISS bud,seriously. as fucking crazy as i am-it works for me. my shrink agrees-she said the only problem she has with it is that it is illegal. I'm lonely and sad and bored and tired of being sick and in pain...for the 1st time in my life I qualify for good drugs but I don't want them. been there,done that- i just want some smoke.
It;s so bad that i won't lie to you guys-i slipped up last weekend and once tonight bangin my ADD meds-and i was doing do well. i won't let it get me down but-I don't crave anything when i have the skunk...and i dnt smoke everyday,i just,,,,FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
and i miss you guys but i don't want to be like this all sad and shit. but i get so much love from this social so i am gonna ease back in..i need you guys. i need your love and support and your way of insulting me that makes me laugh.
I miss you guys,and I love your guts....everyone of you.
much peace and love.......................................skillz
It;s so bad that i won't lie to you guys-i slipped up last weekend and once tonight bangin my ADD meds-and i was doing do well. i won't let it get me down but-I don't crave anything when i have the skunk...and i dnt smoke everyday,i just,,,,FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
and i miss you guys but i don't want to be like this all sad and shit. but i get so much love from this social so i am gonna ease back in..i need you guys. i need your love and support and your way of insulting me that makes me laugh.
I miss you guys,and I love your guts....everyone of you.
much peace and love.......................................skillz
