i am such a fucking softy...i swear sometimes i think my heart is just to big for this world.
I am a loyal HBO Original Series fan....I have invested so much emotion into the worlds that have whisked me away every sunday night for almost a decade,or at least very close to it. I have watched every series w/o fail with the exception of maybe entourage. I have loved fictional character,despised them,agonized and grieved over them. I guess an as artist,mainly as a writer,I imagine that it makes sense for me to become so attached to such series like Six Feet Under-my all time favorite-long after the series has ended. tonight was the series finale of Big Love,a show I NEVER thought I would enjoy or identify with in any way. But it was a story so far beyond my comprehension.Almost like the saying-you can't judge a book by it's cover...that is how I feel about Big Love.
you guys probably think I am so high that I think I am posting in TV&Film,but I'm not. This show was about family-plain and simple. It reminded me of all the different kinds of family there are in this life and how the love and support of our family gets us through the pains in life that we could not bear without that love and support.
As far as unconventional families go,I truly feel that you all are my family. Bluelight has done so much for me-especially those of you here in social. From meeting some of you in OD Soc,to our self titled OCD social and now here,this is a place where I come when I need relief from the heartbreaks that I experience in my life.
You guys may think it is corny,but I LOVE EVERY ONE OF YOU FUCKERS SO MUCH.
I just felt inspired to let you all know how important you are to me and how grateful I am to have you all in my life.
Now I am gonna go get so high that I might delete this out of fear that my overflowing heart will break if someone rolls their eyes at this,but I doubt that will happen. #1-I don't have enough drugs to achieve that kind of high tonight,and #2 because I really don't give a fuck if you roll your eyes. I LOVE YOU FUCKERS ANYWAY.
I'll be back later with plenty of cock jokes,pussy calling and good old fashion FUCK fun.
Much peace and love......................skillz