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um hi bluelight, i am actually registering on behalf of my boyfriend.

i am not a drug user really ,but i've experimented a lot including otc medication like dxm and benadryl + interest in datura or propylhxedrine . i 'm very naive but i feel comfortable in the otc section .my boyfriend and i are currently in a mental hospital (met here lol ) and see each other in between activities . he's a user and sells - i think his choice is usually stimulants and he used to use glue etc . currently we're trying to get an lorazepam prescription to tongue pills for each other. i worry about him and our relationship. he's broken parole like 3 times but i really want thinks to work out once we're home . um i believe i deserve to be dead also i like being sick . i'm too shy ,sorry
 
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Hi lova_ana, welcome to Bluelight.

There's folks around here who have likely been where you both are right now. Take a look around and see of anything here helps. I particularly suggest you might want to check out the Recovery Support sub forums, where there some really great folks who don't judge to talk to. Hope you post there and get to know people.

Later :)
 
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.... um i believe i deserve to be dead also i like being sick . i'm too shy ,sorry
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Not sure what this last bit is about but hopefully we will see one more post from you?
Surely there are plenty (including myself) that can empathize with you (and your boy-friend).
Personally I have been with the same woman for over 24 years: I have always used and she never. Of course over times things got bad and good. The longer we stayed together the more I compromised and focused on her well being. The more we opened up to each other the stronger our bond became as we understand each other. Hope is not lost.
Find a forum (if you like, of course): Respond in any manner you wish; or start a topic with a question, comment or other.
Be one
:)
 
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