Hmm. I had 6 years apart taking mdma, The magic never came back, i tried almost 20 times before i lost all interest. Now i have been without mdma for a long time, over a year, i sure miss The loving feeling but i know it'll never be the same.. If someone looked at me while i was high, they would think i was rolling hard, but The truth was i was just laying and trying to sleep or just looked being high but feeling like okayish and still missing the love and magic. Pointless drug for me nowadays and it really sucks.