MyLifeJourney81
Greenlighter
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- Jun 27, 2023
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Hello, my name is Mikey from Kansas , my addiction is meth is the number one thing that is not my thing to do. I had been gone thru with many people that who is addiction that broke my hearts and I cannot blame whoever that I had been decided to try it few years ago with injection by a person poke it on my arm and I was like whoa whoa! I was just like staying under control myself and I do see other things as vision around me that it got me freaked out and I got used to it and I am not kind of person to break the laws or hurt anybody when I use it and I only like to do is sex that’s my negative thing. Anyways no excuses for myself lol so yes I learned lot lot of things from others that been going around and doing bad stuff and killing themselves and it scares me lot and I admitted to myself when my life been going through depression, anxiety and grief after a relationship with my partner and I had to be separated due of domestic violence which I was drinking alcohol so that night I got arrested and I decided to stop drinking right after that and it hit me hard and got worse worse and went back to using the meth again because I felt like I ruined my relationship with my partner. He is my cherish loving and caring that he made me feel safe with him and he makes me happy. Also right now I am single and don’t know what to do anymore and I still praying for good news for him and for myself to get together again and we can go on treatment together just only me and him that we won’t be alone. We can go on life Journey together and be sober and healthier. Trust me that I always have been cold turkey from using alcohol or doing drugs and this is my last time to use meth now and it’s time for me to take deeper breath and I know there is lot of good support is going to be there for me. I just want to be happy person again. I want to help others and advices. I always good listener and advices. I have lot of respect for people that been going thru in their life. Don’t give up hope and don’t give your heart up. Just fight for your freedom and be strong. Mediation and prayers are the best thing I ever had to do in my time before bed time. There is lot of things to share with you all. Right now I better stop for now. I’ll be praying for everyone included myself. God bless you all!
