Well I hope this is the right place to put this as this is an interesting story.
A bit of a back story, about 15 years ago I was about 25yr old (raving days were behind me did that from about 18-23 plenty of pills lol) pretty fit working hard but noticed body was getting sore and crapping out more often, kept working but looked into it.
Fast forward another 5 years to 2010 and I've been diagnosed with fibromyalgia, hypermobile joints and degenerative spinal problems, lost my job cause I couldn't do it anymore, but managed to get another easier one for 4 years before I couldn't do that either,
quitting in 2014 and now for the past almost 6 years pretty much a downward spiral of anxiety depression medication and all around shittery.
During that time I've been prescribed so many different pharma drugs from Lyrica, to Meloxicam, Duloxetine, Seroquel etc pain killers out the wazoo Tramadol, Palexia, Oxy etc all the shit, nothing really works.
Until now.
I was doing some research on anything to improve mood and read about people having positive life changing experiences using psychedelics like LSD and mushrooms, and also read about therapy sessions with MDMA to help with depression and anxiety.
So I thought why the hell not
did a bit more research into doses and whatnot, obtained some substances, I was actually very lucky to get them from a very knowledgeable person as well who also put me onto supplements such as lipoic acid and 5-htp as well.
I've been taking 1 tab of LSD about 150ug and and anywhere from 100mg-300mg of MDMA on one night every fortnight / 3 weeks over the past 3-4 months now along with the supplements and let me tell you, it has changed my life.
It's like a veil of darkness has been lifted my my head, I no longer feel as depressed and I have this burning desire to now get up and do something, I've joined and started going to the gym and started eating healthy, I've lost more than 15kg weight and putting on muscle.
My whole body and life has improved, I'm still ironing out some other kinks but I feel if I can continue on this trajectory amazing things will happen.
I hope this is not just temporary 'afterglow' and I hope it's sustainable, I am also seeing a very good psychologist who I've told all this to and he is amazed at the change as I am.
I can't explain it but it's doing me good so I'm a gonna ride it as long as I can.
A bit of a back story, about 15 years ago I was about 25yr old (raving days were behind me did that from about 18-23 plenty of pills lol) pretty fit working hard but noticed body was getting sore and crapping out more often, kept working but looked into it.
Fast forward another 5 years to 2010 and I've been diagnosed with fibromyalgia, hypermobile joints and degenerative spinal problems, lost my job cause I couldn't do it anymore, but managed to get another easier one for 4 years before I couldn't do that either,
quitting in 2014 and now for the past almost 6 years pretty much a downward spiral of anxiety depression medication and all around shittery.
During that time I've been prescribed so many different pharma drugs from Lyrica, to Meloxicam, Duloxetine, Seroquel etc pain killers out the wazoo Tramadol, Palexia, Oxy etc all the shit, nothing really works.
Until now.
I was doing some research on anything to improve mood and read about people having positive life changing experiences using psychedelics like LSD and mushrooms, and also read about therapy sessions with MDMA to help with depression and anxiety.
So I thought why the hell not
did a bit more research into doses and whatnot, obtained some substances, I was actually very lucky to get them from a very knowledgeable person as well who also put me onto supplements such as lipoic acid and 5-htp as well.I've been taking 1 tab of LSD about 150ug and and anywhere from 100mg-300mg of MDMA on one night every fortnight / 3 weeks over the past 3-4 months now along with the supplements and let me tell you, it has changed my life.
It's like a veil of darkness has been lifted my my head, I no longer feel as depressed and I have this burning desire to now get up and do something, I've joined and started going to the gym and started eating healthy, I've lost more than 15kg weight and putting on muscle.
My whole body and life has improved, I'm still ironing out some other kinks but I feel if I can continue on this trajectory amazing things will happen.
I hope this is not just temporary 'afterglow' and I hope it's sustainable, I am also seeing a very good psychologist who I've told all this to and he is amazed at the change as I am.
I can't explain it but it's doing me good so I'm a gonna ride it as long as I can.
