My Sexual Addiction

If you do not approve of my lifestyle then don't torture yourself by continuing to read my blog. I'm not asking for your opinion. Nor do I want it. So go be righteous somewhere else.

Most say I'm fucked up. I find sluts on Craigslist and fuck them. These women want it or they wouldn't be making themselves available. I'm in a sexless marriage that looks so happy to everyone else. A wife that will do everything I ask and need, except want to be intimate with me. A commitment to a marriage, but a yearning for more, a voice challenging me not to accept my life on someone else's undiscussed, unsatisfactory terms.

I know the answer is simple for many people: "get a divorce and move on" or "that's why it's called a 'vow' - you promise to stick it out thru anything".

But reality isn't always so simple. Or it seems more complicated when the turmoil is in your own heart and head.

I work hard I don't feel I should have to give up my life as I know it just because my wife has gone through menopause and is not interested in sex anymore.

So I cheat. This blog is not for haters, it's not for amateur psychologist. It's for people that cheat.
 
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