Hey guys, I haven't posted in a long time and, though I haven't touched any substances in months, I didn't know where else to seek advice and/or information.
I`m going to refer to what I see while sleeping as dreams. Even though, they're actually nightmares, they don't scare me.
Recently I've been starting to have really, really lucid dreams. Not only that, I can now control nearly every single dream I have, and, have started to have dreams, inside of dreams.
I love dreaming, seriously. I must dream many times each night, as I can remember at least three or four different scenarios when I wake up every day.
My latest sequence, was last night of course. I had a dream about so and so, and inside that dream, I had another dream that I woke up from, but was obviously still dreaming my first plateau. I can remember me thinking 'wtf, my thumb is hurting, must of been from my dream'. I really can't explain it so, yeh, I guess it's kind of pointless.
The other happening was really, really bizarre. I was having a dream, and talking to somebody. Then I`d purposely wake myself up, but carry on with the sentence. It's like a monologue in a film where somebody is having a conversation, then they look at the camera and say 'see what I mean? He's fucked up', and carry on.
Apologies for the lack of explanation. I just find it so hard to truly explain what happened.
So anyway, seeing as nobody I know has ever experienced this, should I be worried? I`m just thinking, could this have a long term negative impact, psychologically? As I`m quite a 'take nothing as you see it' kind of person. And hardly associate with anybody due to the fact that I think 99.9% of beings are socially naive, and have been so brainwashed by society that they fail to imagine what things could really be, due to metaphorically incorrect words spoken by somebody else.
I`ll end this blog with a recent quote of my own; "insanity is a meaningless, metaphorically incorrect term given to those to whom can forsee society, amongst other things, for their true state. Maybe the matter of the fact is, you're insane. For being oblivious as to what's really there. Nothing is ever as it seems."
Any advice is much appreciated. Out.
I`m going to refer to what I see while sleeping as dreams. Even though, they're actually nightmares, they don't scare me.
Recently I've been starting to have really, really lucid dreams. Not only that, I can now control nearly every single dream I have, and, have started to have dreams, inside of dreams.
I love dreaming, seriously. I must dream many times each night, as I can remember at least three or four different scenarios when I wake up every day.
My latest sequence, was last night of course. I had a dream about so and so, and inside that dream, I had another dream that I woke up from, but was obviously still dreaming my first plateau. I can remember me thinking 'wtf, my thumb is hurting, must of been from my dream'. I really can't explain it so, yeh, I guess it's kind of pointless.
The other happening was really, really bizarre. I was having a dream, and talking to somebody. Then I`d purposely wake myself up, but carry on with the sentence. It's like a monologue in a film where somebody is having a conversation, then they look at the camera and say 'see what I mean? He's fucked up', and carry on.
Apologies for the lack of explanation. I just find it so hard to truly explain what happened.
So anyway, seeing as nobody I know has ever experienced this, should I be worried? I`m just thinking, could this have a long term negative impact, psychologically? As I`m quite a 'take nothing as you see it' kind of person. And hardly associate with anybody due to the fact that I think 99.9% of beings are socially naive, and have been so brainwashed by society that they fail to imagine what things could really be, due to metaphorically incorrect words spoken by somebody else.
I`ll end this blog with a recent quote of my own; "insanity is a meaningless, metaphorically incorrect term given to those to whom can forsee society, amongst other things, for their true state. Maybe the matter of the fact is, you're insane. For being oblivious as to what's really there. Nothing is ever as it seems."
Any advice is much appreciated. Out.
