kasperBoy
Bluelighter
sitting quietly,
i have anxious fears,
that are momentarily soothed by a daydream.
a rude awakening flings me back into reality,
and a rush of nerves flows through my veins like the
chemicals that would once desensitize me.
i long for the end of my own rabbit hole.
for empty beaches that never end,
with star filled skies that can swallow me away.
but until then,
it's smog congested philly,
where i know everyone, and then everyone else.
and nothing escapes me,
and nothing bypasses a soul.
and i am not me,
but what everything else around me,
has forced upon me.
i have anxious fears,
that are momentarily soothed by a daydream.
a rude awakening flings me back into reality,
and a rush of nerves flows through my veins like the
chemicals that would once desensitize me.
i long for the end of my own rabbit hole.
for empty beaches that never end,
with star filled skies that can swallow me away.
but until then,
it's smog congested philly,
where i know everyone, and then everyone else.
and nothing escapes me,
and nothing bypasses a soul.
and i am not me,
but what everything else around me,
has forced upon me.
