I NEVER REALLY KNOW WHAT TO DO,
MOST OF MY LIFE I SPENT BEING BLUE.
HAPPINESS IS NONEXISTENT IN MY LIFE.
THE WORLD HANDS DOWN DISAPPOINTMENT,
AS I STRIVE.
EVERYDAY I MAKE A NEW MISTAKE.
EVERY CHANCE TO GET FADED I TAKE.
I'M ALWAYS LONELY, I'VE NEVER FELT COMPLETE.
EVERY TIME I TRY, I ONLY FACE DEFEAT.
AFRAID TO MOVE FORWARD, BUT I CAN'T GO BACK.
ALL THIS PLACE GAVE ME WAS DARKNESS AND A
HEART OF BLACK.
LIFE GAVE ME GOOD BUT MADE ME BAD,
SO NOW I FIND NO REASON TO BE GLAD.
A LITTLE SISTER IN NEED WHO CRIES EVERYDAY,
FEELING SO GUILTY ABOUT LEAVING, WISHING
I COULD STAY.
SOMETIMES I WAKE UP AND DON'T WANT TO MOVE.
HATE FACING THE WORLD, FEELING LIKE THERE'S SOMETHING I HAVE TO PROVE.
PEOPLE ARE FAKE AND I SEE RIGHT THROUGH.
THEIR SCHEMING LIES STICK TO THEM LIKE GLUE.
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPRES SO CLEARLY.
I WISH I COULD JUST LIVE MY LIFE FULLY.
NEVER WORRYING ABOUT OTHERS FEELINGS,
NOT HEARING ABOUT OTHERS BUILLSHIT AND DEALINGS.
I'M REALLY CONFUSED ABOUT WHAT LIFE HAS
GIVEN ME.
I NEVER KNOW WHAT TO FEEL,WHAT TO SHOW, PEOPLE NEVER LET ME BE.
HALF THE TIME I JUST WANNA WALK THE STREETS
AND ROME.
CLEARS MY MIND FOR THE TIME BEING, I ONLY
CRY AT HOME.
ONE DAY I'LL BE OKAY,
THAT'S WHAT POEPLE SAY,
BUT NOBODY KNOWS WHAT I GO THROUGH.
SO HOW IS ANYBODY GONNA TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD
DO.
BECAUSE NOBODY KNOWS MY FEELINGS OR THOUGHTS.
THE LITTLE BIT PEOPLE HAVE HEARD,
THEY PURPOSELY FORGOT.
I JUST WANNA CRAWL INTO SOMEONE'S ARMS AND BURST.
BUT I GUESS THAT WON'T HAPPEN, MY LIFE IS
ONE BIG CURSE.
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I WILL NOT COME OUT...
YOU MUST COME INTO ME.
MOST OF MY LIFE I SPENT BEING BLUE.
HAPPINESS IS NONEXISTENT IN MY LIFE.
THE WORLD HANDS DOWN DISAPPOINTMENT,
AS I STRIVE.
EVERYDAY I MAKE A NEW MISTAKE.
EVERY CHANCE TO GET FADED I TAKE.
I'M ALWAYS LONELY, I'VE NEVER FELT COMPLETE.
EVERY TIME I TRY, I ONLY FACE DEFEAT.
AFRAID TO MOVE FORWARD, BUT I CAN'T GO BACK.
ALL THIS PLACE GAVE ME WAS DARKNESS AND A
HEART OF BLACK.
LIFE GAVE ME GOOD BUT MADE ME BAD,
SO NOW I FIND NO REASON TO BE GLAD.
A LITTLE SISTER IN NEED WHO CRIES EVERYDAY,
FEELING SO GUILTY ABOUT LEAVING, WISHING
I COULD STAY.
SOMETIMES I WAKE UP AND DON'T WANT TO MOVE.
HATE FACING THE WORLD, FEELING LIKE THERE'S SOMETHING I HAVE TO PROVE.
PEOPLE ARE FAKE AND I SEE RIGHT THROUGH.
THEIR SCHEMING LIES STICK TO THEM LIKE GLUE.
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPRES SO CLEARLY.
I WISH I COULD JUST LIVE MY LIFE FULLY.
NEVER WORRYING ABOUT OTHERS FEELINGS,
NOT HEARING ABOUT OTHERS BUILLSHIT AND DEALINGS.
I'M REALLY CONFUSED ABOUT WHAT LIFE HAS
GIVEN ME.
I NEVER KNOW WHAT TO FEEL,WHAT TO SHOW, PEOPLE NEVER LET ME BE.
HALF THE TIME I JUST WANNA WALK THE STREETS
AND ROME.
CLEARS MY MIND FOR THE TIME BEING, I ONLY
CRY AT HOME.
ONE DAY I'LL BE OKAY,
THAT'S WHAT POEPLE SAY,
BUT NOBODY KNOWS WHAT I GO THROUGH.
SO HOW IS ANYBODY GONNA TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD
DO.
BECAUSE NOBODY KNOWS MY FEELINGS OR THOUGHTS.
THE LITTLE BIT PEOPLE HAVE HEARD,
THEY PURPOSELY FORGOT.
I JUST WANNA CRAWL INTO SOMEONE'S ARMS AND BURST.
BUT I GUESS THAT WON'T HAPPEN, MY LIFE IS
ONE BIG CURSE.
------------------
I WILL NOT COME OUT...
YOU MUST COME INTO ME.